Concerned?

[Utora]

I'm sorry to hear that Kove, and I reall wish I was there to be with you and help you through your troubles. I think of you everyday. ...Things can only get better Kove. ^^ ♥


As for myself..it's been prooven I'm skitzaphranic and bipolar. And other than having my past harassed, I'm gunna go. Where? I don't know. I just sit here every day. Death is a good friend sometimes. I might just sleep for a long time. I wish too much sleeping could kill you! XD



but goodbye. Someday this madness may make sense comrades. ^^ But for now I go to a battlefield where only I can go, and no other.

Paka.

[Kovu The Lion]

Utora Don't do anything rash, all I can get from this post is that it seems you may leave Lea, or the internet, i'm not to sure but from your signature I guess you're leaving, Please talk to me before you go and do something off the wall or completely idiotic.

Thanks, I'll talk to you soon on e-mail or something,

Kovu

[Kiron Strife]

I kinda know what you meen. last november I was almost killed in my car twice in three days! first a deer jumped infront of me, then a log came through my windsheild and missed my head by inches! Here's a pic.

[Ciara]

omg, your car looks worse than what my car did after when the windows where broken ... However I wasn't in the car by then, and it wasn't really serious but anyway Oo

For KtL, I read all your long post, everything, and I really could see how your life is in front of my eyes, or at least in my mind, how your step father is doing all that to you, and how your mum feels like, and just everything, I'm so sorry to hear about it all *is shocked* ... I'm really speechless, what you wrote is like something that only happens in movies ... I wish I could do something for you, but I kinda know there's nothing ... but anyway, I've been having some of your problems myself, I know what you're speaking about, and well ... the only I can say and help you with, is probably that I'll listen if you wanna talk, but then I think yo have more closer friends to turn to so ... Still, I'll pray for your life to be better and that nothing will happen between you and Lunar now ...

[Daniel]

Originally posted by Kiron Strife
I kinda know what you meen. last november I was almost killed in my car twice in three days! first a deer jumped infront of me, then a log came through my windsheild and missed my head by inches! Here's a pic.

now that is some PROPER Final Destination 2 ****

[Azerane]

Has anyone talked to Sombolia recently? I'm just wondering if she's alright because I noticed she hasn't posted since late august... that was three months ago and she used to post regularly. I guess her life could be pretty busy at the moment but you never know.

[Stormfury]

'^Not really recently, but I've seen Sombolia pop in a time or another. She may be busy with coursework; may try and contact her though. Very thoughtful of you love...

= )

[2 Die FR]

I'm worried about my dad. A few weeks ago he had a routine blood test and it was found that his white blood cell count was four times above normal, and last Thursday we learned he has CLL-type leukemia. The average lifetime expectancy is 6 years, although some people live with it for decades and never show any symptoms. It has affected us all, but especially my mom. I feel so bad for her, because she has lost almost everyone on her side of the family, most recently her mom, and she doesn't know how she will make it without Dad.

I'm also worried about my sister's dog Champ. He is a sheltie, rambunctious and playful. Well, today I came home and found out from my mom that he was having seizures, and that she took him to the vet. My sister has been crying ever since it happened, and my dad just came over and said for me to spend some time with him if I want to, because the vet said he has a 25% chance of making it through the night.

[Stormfury]

Sorry to hear your dad has lymphocytic cancer, 2 Die FR. However, there are treatments and medicants to help out... . I hope that it doesn't progress any further.

Poor Champ, hopefully the lad will make it through the night.


-Sonique

[Azerane]

Oh no.. that's awful 2 Die FR, I'm really sorry to hear that. I really hope your dad is one of the lucky ones. Also I'm sorry about Champ as well... I've seen a dog have seizures before... and it's so horrid to watch, it makes me feel ill... I hope he makes it through.

[Aurelian]

I haven't spoken to you in ages, buddy. I am so sorry to hear of your fathers cancer. My mother survived cancer last year, so I have faith in your father.

It's got to be unbearable to lose a dog at the same time. Think of it thisway, though: If your dad does die, maybe the dogs death was a way for your father to have a companion in the great beyond until you all join him. Good luck, 2DF.

[2 Die FR]

Wasn't sure if I'd ever hear from you again, Roq. =)

Actually, the outlook is much more positive today. Champ was taken a different vet today, and he was found to be a-ok. He is barking at the neighbors again, which means he must be back to normal Apparently, the place he was taken to before, that said he had a 25% chance of living if we took him home - it seems that it was just a scam to cheat us out of money. They would have charged us $500 to $700 just to take a blood test, and $2,000 if they thought they needed to do surgery. We didn't even know if Champ really had anything wrong that would validate that kind of treatment, so our response was "thanks but no thanks." The vet today said he couldn't believe they actually told us that. Imagine - trying to cheat us out of that kind of money, if we thought it was in the best interest for our dog's sake! You can buy new dogs with that kind of money, I mean, I know that sounds cruel, but really...

And for my dad, he just went on a camping trip, ironically enough, so he's just fine too for the time being. His blood cell count will be monitored from time to time to make sure it doesn't fluctuate too much. It's too early to diagnose anything, because it might do more bad than good. So all we can do is wait. And pray.

[Aurelian]

Heh, in your place, I'd sue the first vet for blatant malpractice. people like that give all people who care for animals bad names.

I'm so glad to hear that your father is doing well.

[lion_roog]

It's good to hear that things are going better, 2 Die FR...

[Aurelian]

I'm going through a bit of a rough spot. One of the hardest things in the world is when you realize that you just don't know that guy/gal you've hung out with for years. One day, they do somthing that shocks the fur off of you, and makes you wish you didn't know them.

A group of my freinds, including my lifelong best freind, Josh,
were having our weekly poker game. If it weren't for other plans I
had, I would have been there to. I was lucky I wasn't. These games
always involve heavy drinking and pot smoking, that I don't partake
in. Normally, there is no problems, as none of these guys are violent
when intoxicated. This Saturday was different. From what I was told,
Josh's brother, Justin, was joking around, and through a pulled punch
at Josh's shoulder, like guys do. Then Josh, with no provocation, got
up and socked Justin in the jaw with a punch that would have made Scar wince. Justin suffered a severly fractured jaw, which will need
to be wired shut for at least a month, and Josh may be on his way to
jail with charges of "Assault while intoxicated", and they may all
get nailed with drug cahrges. What really scares me is that if I had gone to that game instead of my nephews birthday party, I may have been taken into custody myself for the drugs around me. No more drinking games for me.

You think you know a person, then you realize that you don't really know anybody though-and-through but yourself...

[This Land]

Really sorry to hear this man

This is awful, i really do thank god that you are ok.

Sorry to hear about your mates, i dont know what your opinioin on your mates are at the moment but for me, i hope they are ok. When you are drunk etc. you do things that you know yourself you wouldnt ever do, so i hope they will come out ok ^^

Talk to me on msn if you are feeling down man ^^. Landy is here

[Aurelian]

Actually, you reminded me that I forgot the worst part. I don't think the beer was what caused this. Even after he sobered up, Josh refused to apologize to Justin, saying (I apologize for the language, but this is a direct quote) "**** happens".

There is somthing more sinister involved here. Josh is always very serious and deep, not much of a joker or goofer. I think he suffers from manic-depression, but won't seek help. And his parent's intake of beer and drugs are just as bad as the kids,(The father is the head janitor in the local school system, and the mother is a district manager for CVS Corp., so can't really tell unless you know them well.) so he could never turn to them.

Yes, stuff happens. Like sothing accidently breaking, or sombody slipping and falling. However, caving sombodies face in is not stuff just happening. That is what happens when you have probelms you won't tell anybody about, wind up depressed, put WAY to much alcahole and drugs in your body, then blow up. It gets your loved ones hurt both physically, mentally, and emotionally. It get's you put behind bars. And it makes a lot of people lose trust in you.

[Kovu The Lion]

Originally posted by Roquivo
then you realize that you don't really know anybody though-and-through but yourself...

And sometimes you don't even know that because a person is a person, and with that person comes a personality, and those things can change so quickly,

I'm sorry to hear about your friends and hope they are okay, but I'm more so over glad that you chose to not go to that poker game thing, and better now knowing that you're probably not going to do it again :3 But stuff like that can really screw your life over big time, I'm glad to hear you never did any of that stuff either

I hope your friends are alright Roq, and I hope you start feeling a lot better,

Just try to keep a positive outlook on life, when you get down, Go outside, take a breath of air, and think about everythign you've ever done and how it affects the world, and take in the small things of life that may not seem so important, Like the dirt on the ground, the flowers, tree's, and insects, all play an important part of life that we don't really know about, and thinking about that makes me laugh a bit as if people knew more about em, so give it a try buddy, and remember,

A little you time is better than a lot of them time x)

Just a quote my mom used to tell me, meaning its better to stay by yourself sometimes than being with others because only you can work out your problems sometimes.. I guess..

But if you need anyone to talk to or anyone to chat, or need advice from, I'm here to hold your paw, offer a shoulder to cry on, and give leg or arm for ya buddy, I'll always be here for you Roq I hope you start feeling so much better buddy, because if anyone, You deserve it.

[lion_roog]

Sorry to hear about the incident with your friends, Roquivo. that's why I don't like to be around people when they drink too much. Pot makes people peaceful and mellow where as people can get violent when drunk. Anyways, I hope they can put this incident behind them and make amends.

[Aurelian]

Right, Josh finally broke down, and apologized. When he finally started to feel bad, he cried for hours. We think that his intoxication blacked out his memory of the exact moment, and without that, he didn't want to believe he was capable of such actions. Justin has had two operations, and his mouth is held together with wires as the bones heel. he is doing good.

No charges are being pressed against Josh, so I hope he realizes that he is being given a second chance, and is more careful about his alchole intake.

Pot makes people peaceful and mellow where as people can get violent when drunk.

I wouldn't know how Pot actually makes a person feel, as I've never tried it, however, I have never seen much of a personality change in those people who have smoked it around me. It just makes them cough a lot, which is one of the reasons I avoid it. I am a vocalist, and need my throat in working order.