Well well, seems my thread never really did die =]
I can't even remember the last time I came on Lea, sadly. For any of you who still remember me, here's a friendly hello to you. I'm sorry I drifted so bad, and I really can't tell you if I will come on again or not. I start work as a lifeguard on Friday so I might possibly be busier than I have been in a very long time. Good to see you all and here's a post of my love life as a tribute to my long lived thread and simply just to keep on subject.
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I know it is absolutely clich? to say, but these last four days were quite possibly the best four days of my entire life. I have been wishy washy about several boys lately, none really seeming to live up to what I would prefer in a boyfriend. Though, on Thursday some friends came down to stay with us and brought some friends with them. One was Preston. At first I really didn't think anything of him really because I hardly knew him. But as the night went on and all of us went out to dinner, I began to realize that he has one of the best hearts I could ever find in a boy.
Throughout the next four days, various times made us grow closer and closer together as friends and as more than that. Asking me if I wanted his jacket if I was cold. If I wanted to walk around with him despite the fact that he was already hanging out with friends, and left them to hang out with me. Sitting by me on purpose everywhere we could be and not being afraid to look me in the eye and just give me a smile, like saying "hi. I'm so glad we've met."
There are many other things to name but I would prefer not to make a novel out of this post.
In our very last moments together before he had to leave to go home, he thoughtfully waited till everybody had wandered off that was with us and it was just me and him, so we could say our quiet goodbyes and so he could give me one of the most amazing hugs I think I?ll ever get. It wasn't a half armed hug, or a limp, quick and than leave hug. It was like he really meant it.
I find it hard to say that he lives in a town four hours away and if I am extremely lucky i will get to see him maybe two times this summer, but i look forward to those possible moments more than anything. You should have seen his eyes shine when i told him those words, and my smile creep up as he said he couldn't wait to see me again more than anything.
The weirdest feeling I have ever felt is the feeling of utterly complete happiness, but the great amount of despair knowing that he's gone. I'm thankful to start work soon to keep my mind preoccupied for the time being.
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Well, sorry i have such a terrible habit of writing extremely long posts. I hope you all the best and I hope lea never dies down like i did.
Love,
Alli