Thanks for your support everyone, it really means a lot to me. Time heals everything, I know. I know that something had left our relationship after something had happened (I tried to bring it back but he didn't give me enough time to), but I had wanted to wait until summer to part our ways as friends, just to give us some transition time. Evidentally he felt it would hurt less to break up with me now rather than later... But life moves on as relentlessly as ever. I just hope this immediate pain goes away soon, I don't know how many days I can go with the feeling that someone is squeezing and tearing my heart apart...