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*re-compliments you*
Great job!
And... hacker killed forum --> http://www.leahalalela.com/showthrea...=&threadid=548
Yay!! I kept a copy of my poem! ^_^
So, here it goes once more
No Matter What Happens
I remember a time when each day was long
My world was a playground, and my life was a song
I fluttered through life with barely a care
Ignoring the future and what waited there.
School was intriguing and filled with delights.
I played away daytimes, and dreamt away nights.
My parents assured me I had nothing to fear.
And no matter what happened, they'd always be here.
Little I knew about the world outside home,
Where tragedies, sorrow and murder could roam.
All I saw were blue skies, rainbows and stars.
I looked past destruction of buildings and cars.
As a child, my biggest concern was me.
I had to be happy, I had to be free.
And if I was content, I would not shed a tead,
And no matter what happened, I still would be here.
But as I grow up, darkness starts to set in;
My bright world has turned into concrete and tin.
I now see the violence I looked past before;
People get killed, and my heart hits the floor.
Thieves and killers claim people who love,
There are landfills below me, pollution above.
I often think back to when life was a game.
But no matter what happens it can't be the same.
Sometimes I just want to break down and howl,
To give up completely, to throw in the towel.
But I hold my head high and push my way through.
I have too much to give and so much to do.
And I make a vow that, though it'll be hard,
I'll go on with a smile and play every card.
I'll give all I can, help others and love.
No matter what happens, life will bloom again.
And the strength I don't have will come from above.
So come, take my hand, and through the darkness we will
Sail.
If we all join together, we can never fail.
We'll remember to care, remember to feel.
And no matter what happens, our world will be healed.
Soeone hacked into the forum and everyhting was lost but they were able to put up the post from four days ago. Thanks for reposting all the poems they are all great!!! Good job getting the forums up and going again!!!
I'm glad mine is still on here. I didn't write that one down you know, that was from the top of my head...
Good poem Jenna!
Nice one^^
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Sorry for spaming..but thats a genious right there
This is just something i started writing today for no reason and i didn't finish it
Meaning of Life
Has life a meaning?
What purpose be we here?
To live life to the fullest
we must enjoy even the
small things for not for
them our purpose in life
has no meaning
Even things as small as
a ant has a meaning
even though it may be
a nuiscance, its meaning
is just as big as ours
When looking at our lives
we tend to think we have
lived a life of hell yet our
hell might be a heaven
compared to anothers hell
but in this thought can
there be one who has a
hell greater than all others
or is it equal to several?
With the fact that hell is
a part of our lives whether
wanted or not there must
be a heaven for no man
is without one yet they may
say they have none it is
there whether they accept
it or not
Every species has a
meaning; a purpose on this
miserable planet
When we look at life in
general we should look
at our heaven to see
our purpose...
i guess i can edit it and finish it later, maybe a week later because thats when i can do my best editing on one of my works, and don't ask me why i wrote some of that stuff the way i did because i really have no idea
Mine are mostly... personal, so no thanks.
Well written Simba '04
quote thatOriginally posted by Nuka
Well written Simba '04
My few poems have to do with darkness, silence, etc. I usually write them when I'm in a bad mood. No joke though.
This is just me venting I guess
This is how I feel mostly these days
Back then, you enjoyed the summers..no responsibility
no worries
Now thats all gone, if you dont take responsibility today you will only undo yourself
You feel...there is no use to live like this, then you remember...there is people out there having a much more rougher time then you..
You wanna tell your friends but then you get afraid and think that you will scare them away...
You think about fallen friends and what they thought...why they did it and if there was anything you could do to stop it
And sometimes you wanna join them, give up, surrender and be free from everything
Only one thing makes you stay, you love your near ones to much to hurt them the way you have been hurt or you are just scared that they will get back on you some way...
You miss the old days then you dont because you had so much fun these days..but the responsibility is still there bothering your spineless soul
Thats ever so true dude!Originally posted by Boos
You feel...there is no use to live like this, then you remember...there is people out there having a much more rougher time then you..
I'm here for you freind, I'm serious if you need to chat.. you know how to get hold of me! Seriously!Originally posted by Boos
You wanna tell your friends but then you get afraid and think that you will scare them away...
"No title
Running away from your fears
Growing up to be who you swore
You would never be
The small things that you thought
Were ok were the ones that made
You see the world in a new light
Made you realize that you were
Not as good as you thought
The changes of life are a necessity
In order to survive in our ever
Changing world, change is not
Always good but also not
Always bad, we make a
Comfort zone with our selfish
Desires and dream of things that
We can never have; but in order to
Have those things we have to leave
Our comfort zones because it will
Only make us wish for more and
Expect everything to be handed to us
When life is not that simple for if life
Was that simple, then what would be
The point of living?
~Derek C. Twigg
November 14th, 2005"
and then this one
"Untitled
There is only one true path that will lead
To everything that we could ever want
But so few want to walk it because they
Could care less for the world is selfish
And wants everything as quick as it can
Get its hands on it, they take the paths that
Lead as far away from what they really need
That it comes to a point where they lose all
Hope but they never realize that at any time
They can return to the one true path that will
Lead to all of their desires and make their
True Father smile.
Derek C. Twigg
November 14th, 2005"
i wrote both of them like 10 minutes ago, idk why, just felt like writing something and so that is the result of my boredomness for today
umm, they are old because I just copied them from my site, so if they suck, deal with it.
Just like getting Drunk
I long to taste you, you drew me in,
you smell so wonderful I can feel within.
After one try temptation gives in
I drink you up, I take you in.
happy moments are now here
you make me forget all I?m thinking
you?re more amazing than anything.
I take you in, I drink you up.
Something perfect is near me.
And It?s you.
You remind of something before.
Something I?ve done many times.
You?re just like getting drunk.
Your wonderful, Than morning comes
Then I ****ing hate you
cause the headache?s pounding,
no amount pills seem to make you go away
cause just like getting drunk
you leave me here throwing you up
I cant believe I tasted
cant believe I drank you in
I ****ing hate your beauty
I ****ing hate your sin
Cause your just like getting drunk.
I ****ing hate you so damn much..
I swear I?ll never do you again.
But I of corse, you know
You can always draw me in
Cause your just like getting drunk.
Death
There would be no point to life, if there wasn?t death.
Hardly any if it was never unexpected.
If we never felt that much sadness,
we?d bawl about the little things.
Once death takes someone we know
we forget how we had our heart broken
how we failed a stupid meaningless test,
All that matters is that they are gone.
Once we step in reality and realize
the world doesn?t revolve around us,
we?ll be that much happier.
Alone Agian
Here I was, the insecure me, draped in the cozy as a sweater arms of his. I felt safe there; safe and happy. His words were like a soft breeze to me, and I longed to kiss the lips that uttered such sweet words, and my body tingled for the touch of those cozy arms. I saw it in his eyes, he wanted it too. I felt the wonder of what the kiss would be like. Then, all at once, the magic happened. The kiss was so passionate, I felt my heart melt. Lust came over me stronger than it ever had for anyone. However, as quick as it began, it was over, and I will never kiss those lips again. He went back to his ex girlfriend, and I went back to being alone; alone and insecure.
The Next Victim
A stranger to my faults he is,
Not knowing my past ways.
Unfamiliar to the shouting and hitting,
Unaware of all the tears.
I wonder if it wasn't my fault,
If it was just because of him,
But I know deep inside,
That I ruined our sweet love.
But this boy is different,
Not like the first,
We flirt with sweet words,
and I feel his gentle touch.
I long to kiss his red lips,
but I'm afraid to try.
I need to protect him
From all that I can become
Need to stop all the pain.
He can't be my new victim,
Can't be afraid of me.
Misery On That Day
It had to be a happy day, the day I came home and found out they put my dog to sleep. It was a sunny day, a warm morning, and I hadn't said goodbye to him because his ears were hurting too bad. Good thing after good thing happened that day, until I came home and found out he was gone forever. Now I can't remember what made it so happy.
Last Year's Bottle
The power was off, we sat in the dark,
Our two blue candles glowing.
We talked about whatever we could,
Which lead to an argument.
My mother and my father
fought about something silly,
But it was just a friendly fight.
Someone won, someone lost, who cares?
But back then, everything mattered.
Smashed dishes laid on the kitchen floor.
He'd rummage for his car keys,
which she'd hide before they drank.
The alcohol poisoned their minds,
making them fight about everything,
But still they drank more and more.
Blaming it on each other, not the beer.
We kids would listen in horror,
Our music trying to cover the sound,
But the only noise we heard
was what a bastard he was.
He'd sleep down on the coach,
She'd sleep up with my sister.
They'd wake up in the morning, hung over
and in the evening they'd start drinking.
But this night was different, quiet, peaceful.
No smashed dishes, no horrid yelling.
She won the argument, so what?
It's not a big deal anymore.
Death by Stupidity
I was always afraid of drowning,
But I longed to swim as the water splashed them,
As I watched them splash in the water,
As I watched the water move in form above,
As I saw the fish swim with little movement.
I felt the cold rocks under my feet,
And the hot sun on my back.
I watched them swim away,
until they looked like tiny ants.
I squinted to see, but it didn't work.
I began to move closer,
To a rock just out of reach.
I felt the splash, the water over my head.
I saw my life flash before my eyes,
heard laughter from afar.
Their bodies came towards me,
but I felt no arms,
except mine moving in furry.
Then their helpful words came,
"Stand up, just stand up."
Alone in the Rain
The rain pours down,
on the once sunny day.
My hair is drenched,
but I still wait.
Cars zoom by
at high speeds.
I look in,
and don't find him.
The clouds cover the sun,
and my coat covers me.
I sit alone,
and wait, and wait.
I hug myself closer,
the wind gets colder,
the birds stop singing,
and I start crying.
The rain pours down,
on the once sunny day.
My hair is drenched,
but I still wait.
Sean Robert Dearing
I searched far and wide
and cried through the day
I wanted a love
that would go my way
It started with a kiss,
which was so perfectly right
And soon my best friend
was holding me tight
I love him so much
and he loves me too
He is the one I want
He'll never make me blue
He is everything to me
and you know it's true
For the one I love so much
Sean Robert Dearing,
is you.
Keep Going
If your ever feel really sad
and you want your life to end
Please, I know, I would care
'cause I love you as a friend.
I know life can really suck,
I've been there myself too
But you have to keep going
for all those who love you.
The Perfect Man
The handsomest man in my eyes,
and he's all mine.
The man who talks, but never lies,
and he's all mine.
The best kiss for my lips,
and he's all mine.
The man with such great tips,
and he's all mine.
The man with a wonderful smile,
and he's all mine.
This man who always waits awhile,
and he's all mine.
The man who will say he loves me,
and he's all mine.
He's as perfect as a man can be,
and he's all mine.
The man who makes me part of a team,
and he's all mine.
This man only found in my dreams,
can never be mine.
Last Wish
I remember when for you I longed
But you have said for you're too strong
But could it be not strong enough
Look at me, I'm not so tough
So here I sit and wonder why
So here I sit, for you I cry
Will you still be my friend?
Even if not, my love I send
Before I go... one last wish
But this time not for a kiss
All I want is for you to be
My good friend for eternity.
Questions of the Heart
Why when my heart gets lifted up
does it get pushed back down?
Why when I finally have a smile
does it turn into a frown?
Why do they all take my heart?
And when it breaks,
turn their head back around,
and pretend our love was fake?
Why do they all complain
about being just a friend?
When that's all they want from me,
a good friend 'til the end
Why do they all give me hope,
and then tell me it's no more?
Tell me I was leaded on
and my feelings I should store
Why is it that they move on,
are happy and they smile?
They will have a good time
and I'll be sad for awhile.
Hidden Emotions
In the shower
drops like rain
I sit to think
about all my pain
And everytime
I start to cry
it's always to
my friends I lie
Telling them
nothing's the matter
When deep inside
my emotions splatter
I can't tell
it wouldn't be right
I'll just end up
starting a fight
So I keep it locked up
and keep you away
Please be my friend
this will be over one day.
very nice waterfall
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