I admire all of you so much!

I know I could never do it ...

I've been seeing mine every weekend for the past 8 weeks, and this weekend I'm home alone, not seeing him, and I already can't bare it :s
I really don't know how you all manage to do it.

I guess, since I'm just a loner, no friends around or anything, I hang on more to him, which I really shouldn't, 'cause it's a beautiful day outside, and I'm sitting inside, sobbing, that I won't get to see him till next weekend.

That's how I feel, and then usualy I read your storys, and I feel bad that I only haven't seen him for 2 weeks or so.

But as said, I guess if I would have more of a life, it would be different and I probably wouldn't care so much not seeing him.

But hey, I'm weird like that