well hey there Kintaru....so nice of you to drop in..:p welcome back ;) :hugs:
and so cute hun!!!!!!! ^^
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well hey there Kintaru....so nice of you to drop in..:p welcome back ;) :hugs:
and so cute hun!!!!!!! ^^
That's really strange/wrong... you're not ugly in the least bit physically and you seem like a nice person personality-wise. French men must be too picky/arrogant, try Swiss men, they'd be nicer I'd imagine :pQuote:
Originally posted by BlueStef
well I can't said that for me. Nobody loves me :tears: And all the time when I crush on a guy and I tell him he tells me "hey look at you, you're not good enough for me !!"
So I'm alone...........always alone :(
Just because you're good looking doesn't mean you'll have a b/f or g/f. People have told me I was pretty and nice, but I didn't get a b/f for a long time. It depends really, I mean guys offered but I want to know them for a while first and at least have some chemistry between us.Quote:
Originally posted by Daniel
WHAAAAAAAAAAAT???? :eek: you're that rawr and you have no boyfriend? :confused:
me and roog will sort something out for you :bleen:
I totally agree !! It's excatly the same for me!Quote:
Originally posted by Sharifu
Just because you're good looking doesn't mean you'll have a b/f or g/f. People have told me I was pretty and nice, but I didn't get a b/f for a long time. It depends really, I mean guys offered but I want to know them for a while first and at least have some chemistry between us.
not for me, the 25th is the best date ever :cool: in about 7 days me and Ragoom are celebrating our 9 month's anniversery :pQuote:
Originally posted by Nephilim
So the 12th was a good day for everyone (two months for me.) Congrats! ^^;
Like Sharifu said before for us it is 3rd but in 8 days 6 months have passed sinse we met each other in person.
Mine is screwed up, so I won't tell the tale. All that needs to be said right now is that I'm happy with my mate as he is with me. Hopefully I get to see him in December! ^^
What the hell?...If I knew you in person, I would've already asked you out..:rawr:Quote:
Originally posted by BlueStef
well I can't said that for me. Nobody loves me :tears: And all the time when I crush on a guy and I tell him he tells me "hey look at you, you're not good enough for me !!"
So I'm alone...........always alone :(
:haha:...Yes, Because we are awesome like that...:diva:...:pQuote:
me and roog will sort something out for you
Haha Roogy you're so sweettiiiesss and great :hugs::kiss:Quote:
Originally posted by lion_roog
What the hell?...If I knew you in person, I would've already asked you out..:rawr:
:haha:...Yes, Because we are awesome like that...:diva:...:p
Wahh! My friend made me join the spinthebottle site, if you don't know what it is, here's the link.
http://www.espinthebottle.com/index.phtml
Anyway, for awhile I didn't get any emails but today when I check it, I got 6 people who want to "meet me"...
6......6!!!!!
Gee, I didn't know people will actually want to talk to meet and get to know me better,:P I don't even have a love life! :lol:
Judging by their profiles, some of them seem pretty nice :D and some of them are....:eww:
I wonder what happens now...:confused:
Thank you...but I did mean it in all sincerity..:cheese:Quote:
Originally posted by BlueStef
Haha Roogy you're so sweettiiiesss and great :hugs::kiss:
Lots of casual, meaningless sex...:DQuote:
I wonder what happens now...
Don't worry though BlueStef, you're a cute, pretty and nice girl. There will be someone out there for you. :)Quote:
Originally posted by BlueStef
I totally agree !! It's excatly the same for me!
:gasp: Wow! I really hope you guys get to meet! STM is coming to visit me for Christmas, so he'll be seeing me in December too. ^^ It will be so sweet.Quote:
Originally posted by Eva Janus
Hopefully I get to see him in December! ^^
Aww, for the most part all the stories were quite nice :cheese: Well, for those of you who don't know me it's probably because I have been gone for so long. But now I'm back and I'm hoping I can stick with it this time. Anyways, here comes my strange, and to some 'dispicable' love story. I'll start it off with a sample of my writing...It's a excerpt from a story I'm writing and hope to maybe get published someday. Anyways, here goes...
"If someone would have told me I was to fall in love with my neighbor at age thirteen I would have stayed as far away from that woman as possible. I never asked to be in love, but I had been looking for it for a long time. I was in various relationships and thought each one was the real deal. It wasn?t until one fateful summer afternoon that I realized what true love was.
It might could have been yesterday for how well I remember it all. We were in her room packing her things for her move to Ohio. I remember I was clutching an object in my hands, a photograph or something. I was looking down at it and feeling rather empty. I commented on it, and looked up just in time to see her laugh.
She might as well have been a goddess judging by the way she looked at that particular moment. The sunlight filtering through the nearby window touched her face to a gleam, making her soft tan skin shimmer in the dim room. The smile painted on her face was so perfectly crooked it made me grin. Those gorgeous dark eyes hidden behind indigo framed glasses were looking right at me. She was shining, radiant, and in that instant I realized she was what I had been looking for. She was all I had ever wanted, and all I would ever need.
I was filled with a rush of pure new feelings, untouched by the opinions of others. I raised my eyes to hers and held her gaze for what seemed an eternity. With each second my emotions intensified until I had to look to my hands for sanctuary. I began to breath a steadier, trying to slow my heart. I traced my lifeline with a dirt laden finger, my palms were damp with sweat."
Yeah, I love her to death. Some people might say this isn't true love, or that I'm too young to be feeling so intensly for another...but if there's a deeper love then what I am feeling it can stay FAR away from me. I'm going mad as it is =D I told her how I felt about four months ago...Here's what basically happened.
"Me: Jenny, I have something really important to tell you.
Jenny: What is it Hails?
Me: I um...gosh this is really hard for me to say.
Jenny: Whatever it is, you can tell me.
Me: I'm not so sure. See, I don't want anything to change.
Jenny: What do you mean? Hails, what's the matter?
Me: Jenny, I've been in love with you for about two years now. Since about a week before you left for Ohio. I've tried to talk myself out of it countless times but I can't help it. I never wanted or expected this to happen. I'm so sorry, I don't want you to hate me or feel wierd around me...
Jenny: Why are you sorry? Hails, you have nothing to be sorry for. I love you just the way you are. You're like my big sister. Nothing you say or do will ever make me love you any less."
I am so lucky to have found someone like her. I've heard stories of things like this happening with other people and now they're ridiculed by the ones they once loved most. It's horrible. I'd be so sick if she ever hated me. I just...ahh she's wonderful. That's enough FC rambling for today. :love:
My... "love life"... is kinda weird right now. I'm certain I have feelings for a certain female friend of mine, but I certainly wouldn't go as far as "love", or even a crush.
She's kind of homophobic anyways, so I'm certain it's not going anywhere. ._.
Sorry to hear that Sombster. *Shnugs* You should ask 'feel-out' questions. I had my friend ask Jenny a whole bunch of questions before I worked up the nerve to tell her.
Thanks, FC... I already figure she's not okay with it just by the way she acts (generally using "gay" and the like as an insult is a giveaway. 3: ) Alot of my friends are like that.. the only three that aren't: one I have no clue what he thinks, the other doesn't "hate gay people.. well maybe just a little", and my other friend says she's not nessicarily against it, but it's not "natural"... -_-
Ha, I bet it'll be a riot when they figure out I'm pretty much bi. =|
As a side note: Hi-eeeeeeeeee!! Sorry for lack of activity. Our house sold ;___;
Anyways. Yeah, i still like chris a lot. And he still likes me a lot. But he's kind of afraid to talk to me. Cause it's hard, cause we want what we can't have. It's hard, but in the end i'll know it's the right thing to do. He's goign emo which is hawt to the max. I want to go emo with him, but i can't. Parents won't let me. He gets made of a lot at school and i want to be there getting the same punishment for how i really feel inside, emo, but i can't. All i can tell them is to shut the hell up cause they don't know what style is. Bleh, preps. I hate em. Seems like he can say anything to me on the internet but it's hard to keep a conversation with him in person. I think he's nervous..or scared...or sad. Maybe all three at once. I just want to be able to talk to him like we did when we were friends. We could talk all day. But his emails are awesome. They're always uplifting, saying i'm beautiful or that he wishes he could kiss me, but respects my parents and my beliefs. He makes me happy and yet sad. I love it. Oh, i wrote a song about him. Here it is, but please don't steal it.
Two lives, one thought
Through summers of fun our love was bought
So take this hand that is all alone
The spaces between my fingers are yours to own
My arms are tired but they still have time
to embrace your body cause you're all mine
Run those fingers through my hair just to make me smile
Bracelets rub against my neck, how i love your style
Placid fingertips brush my lips
Studs on your belt press on my hips
A soliloquoy of silence is all i give tonight
Let our expectations live and give us light
So god gave me these spaces between each finger
for yours to be strewn and always linger
Pieces of our puzzle reveal a perfect pair
So i dare you, brace my hand without a care.
Bravo Alli. You're very talented. It's good to see your text again. Missing you like crazeh me amigo. =) *luvvles you to death*
Awesome poem..:cheese:
What is "going emo"?..>What is emo?
emotional?:p
He's from a place so far from here
somewhere so exotic
yet it feels so near
And I know him so well, but only in my dreams
He's standing in my doorway,
or so it seems
As I turn to look his way
his eyes light up
I try so hard to speak
but my words are stuck
My heart is pumping and
my lungs are short of air
he makes me breathless with his skin
and his thick black hair
And as the breeze blows by
I can hear his songs
and the moment that I blink
his figure is gone
There he goes...
my eyes are fooling me again
if only he knew how I feel
he has my heart in his hands
When I close my eyes
I feel his lips on mine
A sensation so sweet
and so divine
There I go...
letting my imagination run free
and I pray
that he doesn't leave my heart to bleed
As I look into his brown eyes
I feel my body soar
His name is so unique
something I adore
When, oh when will I be there?
Wrapped safely in his arms
his fingers in my hair
As we dance to the music
only we can hear
I feel so sure that this boy is real
with a heart so pure and so sincere
I want his mind, I want his presence
I long for it now
No matter what it takes
I'll find him somehow
And as those three words escape his lips
I'm carried off to a world of bliss
Then I wake...
Here I am all alone in my bed
and I realize once more it's a dream...
err..perfect :p someone wrote it to me:p
It's the breakfast-dinner special that no one wants. :lol:Quote:
Originally posted by lion_roog
What is "going emo"?..>What is emo?
:haha:...Are we refering to emu here, Sonique?...:DQuote:
Originally posted by SoniqueX
It's the breakfast-dinner special that no one wants. :lol:
Kind of. Emu recycled, "emo." Zimply da'lish! :lol:Quote:
Originally posted by lion_roog
:haha:...Are we refering to emu here, Sonique?...:D
its really great to read all those lovestories ^^
and again, my lovelife is pretty regular, but though something amazing happened a few days ago. Ragoom wasnt alloud to come and visit me, as some people here might know. But a few days ago he suddenly asked his mom, and she alloud him to go, finally, after nagging her all the time. I cant describe how happy i was, screaming, running through the house, it wasnt compared to what i felt, and my mom turned crazy because of me. :p but we finally reached it, in 2006, i finally meet Ragoom for the first time :love:
Aww congrats Amaryllis *shnugs* I have to wait until next July to see Jenny (and her brother David) again. :( But I'm so busy with school the time whizzes by...and I hope the same happens for you. =)
aww...i'm so happy for you Amaryllis :hugs:
Aww wow Amaryllis that's so great!!! I'm so happy for you!!! :D When in 2006?
Heeey, emo people are awesome. I <3 emo boys :rawr:
What is Emo?!....Tell meeeeee....Do iiiiitt... :DQuote:
Originally posted by Alli
Heeey, emo people are awesome. I <3 emo boys :rawr:
http://www.fourfa.com/Quote:
Originally posted by lion_roog
What is Emo?!....Tell meeeeee....Do iiiiitt... :D
Aww, sweet stories guys. I really like to read through these. ^^
FC; Aww... that's so sweet. :cheese: I'm glad you've found someone like Jenny and I congratulate ya for that. *hugs* :hugs: 'Tis a shame ya gotta wait until next July to see her and her brother again though.
Gotta agree there though; this year has gone mighty quick for me. O_o Well upto now it has anyway. I still have any my exams and such comin' up though... no doubt that'd probably slow things down. :woeisme:
Amy; That's awesome! Great news to hear, that's for sure! ^^
Alli; Great poem. ;) I'm hopeless at poetry but you have some talent. Keep it up! ^^
Anyway as for myself, my love life is pretty non existant at the moment. I'm pretty sure it will perk up though soon... well, at least I hope it will. ^^;
Thats so great Amaryllis, I am seriously happy for you. I really hope you guys have great times together even I know you will :hugs:
:hugs: Awesome Amryl!! :cheese:
I have a question to you lovers :lol:
What do you do, when you really really really love someone, but just can't tell them? Do you know that feeling? :eww: I just don't know what to do lol.
well, i'm in the same position, so i suppose i could try to help :pQuote:
Originally posted by Utora
I have a question to you lovers :lol:
What do you do, when you really really really love someone, but just can't tell them? Do you know that feeling? :eww: I just don't know what to do lol.
If you love somebody....Tell Them!!!...Do iiiitt...:D
Thanks for the link, Xinithian....I now know what emo is...:D
If you love someone, the only way you are going to find out is to tell them. I mean, they can't read your mind, though it would be nice if they could. :D I don't know if this advice is useful or not but this is coming from a girl who never had a boyfriend and has no love life. :cheese: :lol:
Well thank you for the advice. I did tell them, but I suppose we all move on. Not out of arrogance, but I feel they don't feel the same for me. All in all and knowing how it feels after youve told the truth; hope is better than the truth.
I'm sorry that person doesn't feel the same way Utora :( You did a brave thing. I didn't tell Chris i liked him till it was at an absolutely obvious point. And it was VERY obvioius. I wish i would have told him sooner, but i was too scared and too shy. But it's almost harder knowing we like each other and can't do anything about it. I hope things work out :)
oh wow! *just read all the nice thankyous*
ahww thank you all guys ^^ And Sharifu im not sure when, i think on the christmasholidays. Seen as we both got two weeks vacation then, he can come exactly one week.
Wow i really didnt knew people would be so happy for me, what did suprise me is that someone actually gratuated me on msn, someone i hardly speak, so thank you again Patrick =3 *hug*
And you all really thanks alot for the support y'all gave me ^^ i am really thrilled that Ragoom is coming over here finally, i mean, its a really big step for me even though for some its quite normal, like STM and Fu (sorry Audra i just like to use the shortcut, hope ya dont mind;))
For all the others who are gunna meet there mates soon: congratulations, and make the best of it, because its an great opportunity, remember, everything is possible ;) =3
For those who arent meeting their mates yet: just hang in there, keep your relationship going. Ragoom once broke up with me because of our distance, but now we were both fighting for our meeting. And eventually his mother gave up, that might happen to your parents aswell. You just need to know /how/ to trick your parents so they will let you, thats the best advice i can give, find a trick ;)
i'd say give them time. Feelings take time to develop, as you well know yourself. It may be that ythis person feels the same way, but is not yet sure. They could be too busy wrapped up in their own little world that they are too darn ignorant to notice that other people have feelings for them. (i know quite a few people like that)Quote:
Originally posted by Utora
Well thank you for the advice. I did tell them, but I suppose we all move on. Not out of arrogance, but I feel they don't feel the same for me. All in all and knowing how it feels after youve told the truth; hope is better than the truth.
So yeah, i'd say give it time. :D