HERE HERE!
*ahem* But yeah...Thanks...I think i'll probably move in with my brother soon or something. I try to avoid my dad. He doesn't deserve my attention...
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HERE HERE!
*ahem* But yeah...Thanks...I think i'll probably move in with my brother soon or something. I try to avoid my dad. He doesn't deserve my attention...
I miss Kenyi...:(
I'm justletting everybody know that I'm not dead and haven't left Lea. I know there was a few people who noticed my absense and for that I thank them for being concerned. It's just my computers all busted and we haven't got a new one yet, I'm at the library at the moment and decided to sign in for a while. Also I think Roog mentioned Kintaru and how he'd vanished as well, jsut to let you know that he's still alright :)
Hoep to be back with you guys soon.
Once again -- it's great to have you back, Azerane. =]
thanks sonique, it's good to be back :)
*sighs* Okay, maybe I'm being a little paranoid (or maybe alot, I dunno), but I'm worried about a couple of my friends...really worried. And no, they're not online friends, they're a pair of twiins I've met in person and am really close to now. I'm used to having one of the twins call me every single day (literally EVERY SINGLE DAY--though I don't mind, really) but since last Saturday, I haven't heard from them at all...
Yesterday I called their house because I was curious about what was up, but their phone is 'temporarily disconnected'. And the thing is, their grandfather (who they live with) owns a cell phone, and sometimes they call me on it, but they haven't...and I don't have that number. And in case you're wondering, they live kinda far from me, which sucks even more. So now I have no way to get in contact with them, and I'm biting my nails, wondering what's up with them...:(
I just hope their phone comes back on soon...
Usually when it says "Is no longer in service," is the time when you'd probably not get a return call. And if you get a temporarily disconnected, most likely the bill hasn't been paid on time or their number is in route to be changed to another number and someone else will get it or it'll be discontinued.
Surely you could find an alternative to find out what happened. Sorry to hear that, Lareina. =/
Feeling heartfelt,
-Sonique
Rawr.
Christine has been my next-door neighbor since I was four years old, and we've been best of friends since we were six. Problem is, since then, she's discovered that fickle friend "popularity", and it's driving me nuts. Apparently now, I'm not cool enough to talk to at school, but at home we're still best friends. I wouldn't mind if she completely ignored me at school - really. But snapping at me every oppurtunity and making it, for all to see, like we hate eachother.. then turning around next second like we're best buds? Er, no.
It sucks, because I like her - alot, to the point where I've considered the possibility that I am infact bisexual, and it's ripping me apart. I want to tell her but I don't want to make her mad at me at school and at home.
Dammit.
I feel nauceous. I think my 'worthlessness' is leading me to misery.
come on reina
you know if you feel bad that effect me too..
What you mean by "worthlessness"? You feel worthless here, or somewhere else?Quote:
Originally posted by la_reina
I feel nauceous. I think my 'worthlessness' is leading me to misery.
"There are no extra pieces in the universe. Everyone is here because he or she has a place to fill, and every piece must fit itself into the big jigsaw puzzle." ~Deepak ChopraQuote:
Originally posted by la_reina
I feel nauceous. I think my 'worthlessness' is leading me to misery.
;)
Dude that's wrong... And immature. Tell her how that makes you feel. Have her come over when you guys are at home, sit her down and ask her, "Why do you treat me like that at school? You know it hurts my feelings and you are my best friend." Just don't ask her at school, obviously. =/Quote:
Originally posted by Sombolia
Rawr.
Christine has been my next-door neighbor since I was four years old, and we've been best of friends since we were six. Problem is, since then, she's discovered that fickle friend "popularity", and it's driving me nuts. Apparently now, I'm not cool enough to talk to at school, but at home we're still best friends. I wouldn't mind if she completely ignored me at school - really. But snapping at me every oppurtunity and making it, for all to see, like we hate eachother.. then turning around next second like we're best buds? Er, no.
It sucks, because I like her - alot, to the point where I've considered the possibility that I am infact bisexual, and it's ripping me apart. I want to tell her but I don't want to make her mad at me at school and at home.
Dammit.
I wouldn't tell her right now that you like her that much that it's making you bisexual. I would tell her that, after she has stopped treating you that way at school, and she has matured. Once you guys really are true friends. Because true friends would treat you like a friend, no matter where you are.
No one is truly popular unless they are liked for the right reasons. Tell your friend to quit fronting and to treat you like a friend...and to quit trying to be popular. If she can't be herself to be popular, then she shouldn't be popular at all.
You know how sometimes someone does or says something to you that can make you feel as low as dung? Yeah...and it really hurts.Quote:
Originally posted by Sombolia
What you mean by "worthlessness"? You feel worthless here, or somewhere else?
Aww, what's wrong Reina? =/
And thank you for your advice, Sharifu & Roog.. I think I'm going to talk to her tomorrow.
Hmm, to describe things right now could be done in a 3 sentences.
1. We sold our house.
2. My brother has to have major open heart surgery
3. We have 30 days to find a new house and move out completely.
Eeee! That's a scary thought right off the bat! =/ Here's hoping that your brother will have a successful operation and a well-off recuperation. = )Quote:
Originally posted by Alli
2. My brother has to have major open heart surgery.
:hugs:
I hope your brother's heart surgery goes well...I'll keep him in my prayers.
Oh, that sucks. My prayers and best wishes that your bro's surgery goes well!
well
today is anniversary that the first time i enter hospital :p
that was funny experiance:p
I have a couple great news for y'all
i decided to take Drum and Piano Lesson..
and another 15 to exam i decided to let go my pc time.
i'll be in touch once in a while.
and reina.
i'll PM you if anything happen in my life
Good luck doing your thing, dude...:D
You do that :D And good luck with your music lessons. Wish you the very best on that, and your exams ;)Quote:
Originally posted by Fendi
and reina.
i'll PM you if anything happen in my life
Missing someone really bad right now. =/
Aw :hugs: Anyone we know? Can we help?:D
Somby....just think of the good times you had with them, and that you'll talk to/be with them soon :D :cheese:
Thanks LC and Reina :hugs:
No, it's someone I know offline.. and I doubt I'll ever see them again. =/
I don't know how much this person means to you...but I know what it feels like to never be able to see someone ever again...:hugs:Quote:
Originally posted by Sombolia
Thanks LC and Reina :hugs:
No, it's someone I know offline.. and I doubt I'll ever see them again. =/
Well, it's rumoured that I might have brain cancer. I've had some severe and constant headaches as of late, and my GP thinks it may be a form of brain cancer, but he isn't sure. So he's booked me in with a specialist tomorrow at the LGI (Leeds General Infirmary) to see whether there's any truth to it or not, but until then I'm worrying myself stupid over it all. It's just something you really don't wanna hear in your life, and you'll probably think I'm totally whacko for saying this, and I am, but I nearly drove my car under an 18 wheeler after I'd heard, I just couldn't accept what I'd just heard and what I might have...
Oh my ... Hopefully the test will say something different !
Lots of luck :hugs:
Damm...I hope the test will show otherwise mate.Quote:
Originally posted by Tiikeri
Well, it's rumoured that I might have brain cancer. I've had some severe and constant headaches as of late, and my GP thinks it may be a form of brain cancer, but he isn't sure. So he's booked me in with a specialist tomorrow at the LGI (Leeds General Infirmary) to see whether there's any truth to it or not, but until then I'm worrying myself stupid over it all. It's just something you really don't wanna hear in your life, and you'll probably think I'm totally whacko for saying this, and I am, but I nearly drove my car under an 18 wheeler after I'd heard, I just couldn't accept what I'd just heard and what I might have...
That sucks, Dude. Hopefully they can get to it early enough. You will be in my prayers. A friend of mine has a brain tumor and since it pushes down on a certian part of his brain, it'll cause him to hallucinate. Right now he's about to go back to prison for 2 to 3 years for violating his probation.
oh no.....i'm sure you'll pull through, you're so strong.....:hugs: all the bestQuote:
Originally posted by Tiikeri
Well, it's rumoured that I might have brain cancer. I've had some severe and constant headaches as of late, and my GP thinks it may be a form of brain cancer, but he isn't sure. So he's booked me in with a specialist tomorrow at the LGI (Leeds General Infirmary) to see whether there's any truth to it or not, but until then I'm worrying myself stupid over it all. It's just something you really don't wanna hear in your life, and you'll probably think I'm totally whacko for saying this, and I am, but I nearly drove my car under an 18 wheeler after I'd heard, I just couldn't accept what I'd just heard and what I might have...
Aww man, that sucks. I hope you don't have brain cancer though - I wish you the very best of luck tomorrow. :hugs:Quote:
Originally posted by Tiikeri
Well, it's rumoured that I might have brain cancer. I've had some severe and constant headaches as of late, and my GP thinks it may be a form of brain cancer, but he isn't sure. So he's booked me in with a specialist tomorrow at the LGI (Leeds General Infirmary) to see whether there's any truth to it or not, but until then I'm worrying myself stupid over it all. It's just something you really don't wanna hear in your life, and you'll probably think I'm totally whacko for saying this, and I am, but I nearly drove my car under an 18 wheeler after I'd heard, I just couldn't accept what I'd just heard and what I might have...
I can remember my mum having a load of headaches and such. I suffer from them from time to time. I don't think it's anything that really goes to the extremes of brain cancer though.
This post has been qouted a thousand times, so I'll make it 1001 xX.. Dude that really stinks >_> I hope you start feeling better and stop getting headaches, plus that you Don't Have brain cancer x.X I just went to the doctor today for MRI tests for a Tumor, I got lucky and didn't have one so, wee to me, but for you x.X I hope that you get the same luck as me, and if your christian, May god be with you :(... Poor guy....Quote:
Originally posted by Tiikeri
Well, it's rumoured that I might have brain cancer. I've had some severe and constant headaches as of late, and my GP thinks it may be a form of brain cancer, but he isn't sure. So he's booked me in with a specialist tomorrow at the LGI (Leeds General Infirmary) to see whether there's any truth to it or not, but until then I'm worrying myself stupid over it all. It's just something you really don't wanna hear in your life, and you'll probably think I'm totally whacko for saying this, and I am, but I nearly drove my car under an 18 wheeler after I'd heard, I just couldn't accept what I'd just heard and what I might have...
~KTL~
Good god Tiki. http://tinypic.com/f9k413.jpg
I'm so, so so so sorry. It times like this I feel angry, because it's the times I can't help people.
http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y42...by/LeftOut.jpg
I'm praying, every day but I got this fire inside that wants to do more for you every second. But I turn up empty handed. http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y42...ubby/sleep.jpg
Llama is here for you.
http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y42/MufaCubby/hugs.jpg
Don't fret, God is always there, and will always be. Trust me, if God's still here for me, even when I'm a out of control and attempting to jump of a 40 ft cliff to see if there's rocks at the bottom and to win some candy bars, God is most definitly there for you!
Yer such a stong person Tiki, just hang in there buddy. I mean it too. http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y42/MufaCubby/Cry.jpg
Thank you for all your kind words :hugs: I really needed them so much today, because I couldn't concentrate on my work because of what might be.
But all is good, sort of. I don't have any carcenegenic cells or however they're spelled so there's no fear of brain cancer or a brain tumour. But the specialist did say that my brain is being put under a LOT of pressure, emotional mainly. There are quite a few factors to it; Depression, Work, Money, Relationships etc. So for now, all I need to do is to take it easy, and to just walk away from or ignore anything that might become too emotionally straining on me. So that's basically it, I thank you again for your comments :)
@KTL: I'm not Christian I'm afraid, I'm Atheist.
I'm a bit depressed. Funny thing is, a bit can sometimes mean a lot. I don't really think depression is a good term though, because I really don't know if it's a chemical unbalance in my brain, but either way, I'm a bit ****ed up.
Sorry to hear it, But so am I (: I'm really glad that you are okay Tiikeri ^_^ Glad to hear you're alright.. And i'm sorry to hear that you are going through a lot of stress right now :(..Quote:
Originally posted by Tiikeri
Thank you for all your kind words :hugs: I really needed them so much today, because I couldn't concentrate on my work because of what might be.
But all is good, sort of. I don't have any carcenegenic cells or however they're spelled so there's no fear of brain cancer or a brain tumour. But the specialist did say that my brain is being put under a LOT of pressure, emotional mainly. There are quite a few factors to it; Depression, Work, Money, Relationships etc. So for now, all I need to do is to take it easy, and to just walk away from or ignore anything that might become too emotionally straining on me. So that's basically it, I thank you again for your comments :)
@KTL: I'm not Christian I'm afraid, I'm Atheist.
@ Pnt - What do you mean? I'm sorry to hear you're sad... But are you saying that you are sad or your brain is hurting or paining ? :(...