Concerned?

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Originally posted by Ravoc
i don't know why, but i'm just not feeling my best at the moment. just.. I don't know, unexplained sadness. Subconscious level, something must be bugging me, I could think of several things that oculd make me sad, but it doesn't seem to match up. I don't know how to explain it.. just going through a down time right now..

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I get that a LOT...and usually, apart from listening to music, I just surround myself with people, particularly my siblings. They ALWAYS make me feel better, even if they don't know it. I know talking about problems usually make things better, but I never even say a word, and they cheer me up. I really don't know what I'd do without them.

I don't feel very well and I have lots of reasons for that ... First, my kind of broken leg is killing me, and when I was younger a bee stung my ear (?gramatic problems here *zzz*) so sometimes the little pipe in there gets stupied and then I don't hear very well on my left ear *ouch*
And I also don't have anything to do during the days so I feel pretty restless= a way too stressy ci :grrr:
And then I also feel I'm just annoying for everyone and I'm in the way for everyone ... Sort of. People just don't talk to me right now, not even like my best LH friends... If I want to talk, I have to start a conversation and then once again I just feel I'm bothering everyone ... I don't know, it has just started ... So I'm sorry Fear the Paw, Guntur, Kovu, Kovu the Lion if I have done something wrong or bad or anything ...:eww:
I also made my work die. Okey, where I'm working, in a store ... They had to close the store because of me. Now that wasn't very good for the store, but it was good for me and the **** owner. Now what ... I'm suffocating here ... :hehe: :zzz: :( :badnews:

I'm so sorry Ciara. Don't take it personally that noone is talking to you online. Noone ever talks to me :p I think we all feel the same way.......well if they want to talk they'll im me. and well if we all feel that way, noone would ever talk! :D :cheese: :hugs: i'm pretty much always around for a chat...;)

I will talk to you....you just have to promise to talk back to me....:D

And where has Azerane and Kintaru (aka Philly's Finest) been???....:alone:

Thats what I want to know. Where had Azer been lately? Her last post was on the 22 of june!!:(

Promise to talk back with you? I always talk back with peoples, but then suddenly they just stop talking...Maybe I always say something wrong...

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Originally posted by Ciara Zukunft
Promise to talk back with you? I always talk back with peoples, but then suddenly they just stop talking...Maybe I always say something wrong...

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:haha:...You can never say something wrong with me...usually I'm the one doing that....:D

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Originally posted by lion_roog


And where has Azerane and Kintaru (aka Philly's Finest) been???....:alone:

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Kintaru has been on MSN recently so I think he's ok. But i'm not so sure about Azerane :( :alone:

Okay, every time my little brother does something wrong, I get in trouble too! :grrr: He doesn't wipe the counter, I get taken away from the computer. He takes all the electronics in his room, I get grounded from them... annnd watching movies at night for a week!! We are 6 years apart, he and I, and I get punished like 5 year old does even though I work lovingly and humbly for my sister and mother and father. It's making me so angry inside. And then when I argued about the counter not being washed...my sister goes, "Oh poor baby Lexi...4 hours on the net isn't enough?" and she makes me insulted so much. I just wanna curl up in a cubby like ball and cry and die. :(
She even threatens us that she'll punch our faces in if we don't clean up her fat arses childs mess....I feel sick inside..and it's making it difficult to be happy.

That's what comes with being the oldest--trust me, I know. Anything these 4 little rascals do, I get blamed for it. And no matter how much I try to defend myself, my parents keep on blaming me--unless I say ''But I told him/her to do it/not to do it and he/she won't listen to me!'' Then they take your side.
So, just do your job, and if they don't listen to you, it's not your fault. Make your parents see that you were doing the right thing.

Things still dont goes well, I had a climbcontest this monday that sure went pretty good except my bad foot so, without more details about it, I'll have to do some kind of "operation" next week so that I can walk normal again, though this pain is killing me and I cant live on pills all my life and all... Then we don't have to talk more about it, it's kinda embarrassing what happened... :p Still, I'm worried about using crutches again and maybe that I'll lose my foot or something Oo ...
Anyway, I also have a terrible cold or something (almost like the kissing disease, very terrible) and have a hard time eating, sleeping and just be here, living. Life sucks sometimes...:grrr: :die:

I feel awful and conceited for only thinking about myself, but that's okay. As I posted in the love life thread, I'm in a bit of trouble...

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Originally posted by me!
My love life? Hahaha. *continues laughing*

My love life sucks.

Let's see... about a week, I kind of told my best friend that I'm in love with her. And it was definitely the wrong time to say that cause she broke up with her boyfriend about two weeks before that. She was all bummed cause she really liked him and he broke her heart and she was all "nobody cares" so I figured it might make her feel a bit better, but I kind of doubt it. I think maybe we've spoken about once or twice since then.

Can you believe I took her to see TLKoB? Just kidding. She's really nice and for a long time we were just really good friends and I guess I'm just not strong enough to try and keep my feelings to myself.

See? I'm pathetic.

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Hiding ones feelings is not a good thing buddy, don't beat yourself up over being expressive. It's better to have loved and lost than to have never of loved at all as they say. And you haven't even lost yet, don't give up! She hasn't said yes or no =P

:hugs: Love can be the best or worst thing in the world buddy, we're here for you though either way it turns out for you.

Thanks buddy. :hugs:

The bad thing is that she... didn't exactly say no, but she said no. :tears:

Awww :tears: Well, like I said then, we're still here :hugs:

And maybe you guys can still be friends at least?

Yeah. We're still talking at least =)

lol..
me talking with my auntie and uncle yesterday talk about my past :lol:
and yeah... Now i know that im suppose to be dead 17 years ago and my early life is. horrible .. but.. hehe... that all i can share right now..

Well I am not feeling too good right now. I'm not sleeping properly and I am having more problems with my boyfriend's dad. I just feel awful in general. :alone:

well, i'm sure i speak for all of us in saying that we will try to support you in any way we can :D

*hugs*

Yes, he is Lucy :hugs:

I don't usually post in this thread but something has come to my attention.

I'm really concerned about LKS. I don't know why he's ignoring me or anything like that. All I want to know is have I done something wrong? I did talk things over with Dan last night.

Now if LKS would like to read this, here goes;

LKS, buddy, I've known you for over a year now and I'm pretty almost sure we haven't fell out over anything before. I did send you a PM and I'd like you to know how much of a friend you've always been. Even stronger over the past few months. I find it hard to think when things like this come to my attention and I'm only wondering if we can still be friends. I'm not sure what I did wrong and if I didn't do anything wrong then just say.

Also, it comes to attention that you haven't signed into MSN or YIM since last night when I decided to speak to you about the problem which is concerning me a bit more.

If I have done anything wrong I'm sorry. If we should speak about it I'm always free on MSN or whatever. :hugs: Just wanted to let you know how much of an awesome friend you are.

Feeling like you're being ignored by a good friend is an awful feeling, as I have to put it up with on almost daily basis; mostly offline but online too. The only thing I can suggest is talking it over with him, but as it seems you already plan on doing that.. er... good luck? =p

I did PM him last night. I believe he already read the PM I sent him yet I haven't yet received a reply from him yet.

I'm just hoping to get things sorted before I go away on Tuesday morning.

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Originally posted by King Simba

LKS, buddy, I've known you for over a year now and I'm pretty almost sure we haven't fell out over anything before. I did send you a PM and I'd like you to know how much of a friend you've always been. Even stronger over the past few months. I find it hard to think when things like this come to my attention and I'm only wondering if we can still be friends. I'm not sure what I did wrong and if I didn't do anything wrong then just say.

Also, it comes to attention that you haven't signed into MSN or YIM since last night when I decided to speak to you about the problem which is concerning me a bit more.

If I have done anything wrong I'm sorry. If we should speak about it I'm always free on MSN or whatever. :hugs: Just wanted to let you know how much of an awesome friend you are.

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To LKS;

LKS, I'm really only trying to ask what I've done to you yet you're just not letting me do that seeing as you keep signing out whenever I say something. What's next? Are you gonna block me? *sigh*

I'd also advise you to take a look at the PM I sent you last night and the post above. If I did do anything (although I'm not sure what I did do to you) then why don't you say it here? Or on MSN/YIM/whatever? I still consider you a great friend of mine and it'd be a big loss to lose our friendship. I mean, I've known you for over a year now and you've been an awesome guy all along the way. Even take a look at what I did put down about you;

LKS - Awesome guy, awesome RPer, owns an awesome character (not to mention sextacular) and overall, he's an awesome person to speak to both here and MSN. Our convos are always fun too. Good on ya, buddy. :noogie:

Also, I could easily say that you're one of my best friends here. :hugs:

So really LKS, that's what I think about you. Don't ever change the way you are. I just hope we can speak soon since it's sorta making me worried and it's sorta making me feel down. :hugs: :(

EDIT: Now I'm asking you, is it something connected to the group convo that we had last night? Did you know it was all a joke LKS?

Mmkay guys. I'm having surgery in the near future, no date set yet. I'm going to an oral surgeon on the 31st of August for a consultation for having my wisdom teeth removed, but my parents are trying for getting them out over fall break in October or over Christmas. =(

I'm kinda scared.

A few years ago I had to get some teeth removed myself. It was different though cos' it was my baby teeth which needed to be removed. I was kinda scared to begin with and I ended up waking up with a swollen lip. =/ My mouth sorta hurt for a few days but gradually got better as the swelling worn down.

Though I'm guessing it's much more different seeing as you're gonna have your wisdom teeth removed instead. I only had to go into hospital for a day luckily enough.

:hugs: *hugs*

Oh God...I hate the dentist...I'd be scared too...

Well, of course it's for the best, so we wish you well and a full recovery :D :hugs:

Ok first off I just want to apologies to those concerned in the MSN conservation last night.
Its true that MSN conversation was one of the slight reasons why I left last night but there is actually other stuff which has sort of built up in me and well you could say that MSN conversation was like the last straw and I sort of just got annoyed and depressed.
That's the reasons why I left like that and why I didn't respond to any IM's or emails that were sent to me last night and this morning and also for the same reason I wasn't logged on MSN or Yahoo for that matter.
Anyway I'm not going into it so don't bother asking....its a little to personal and just something I need to deal with.

Anyway I maybe a little off over the next few days so don't worry LKS will be back to normal within no time and I shouldn't be to much different I hope.

And KS I'm sorry for making your life a misery over the past 20 hours because of it and I'm sorry.
I also consider you a great friend and all that....you know that. I promise to not try and do that to you again because its not fair and I feel like **** because I had done that; I hope you can forgive me for that.

Anyway LKS is back so quit worrying about me and worry about your self's cause I ain't worth the hastle.

Well that's alright. I was wondering what was actually going on. I mean, I even wanted to talk to you before I went away on Tuesday morning.

Once again, I forgive you and I still class you as a great friend. :hugs: Thanks for replying cos' I was getting pretty much concerned and all so thank you very muchly.

EDIT: Also LKS, don't feel like **** or anything either. :hugs:
Also, if you're off within the next few days well... I can't speak to you before I go away then.

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Originally posted by Prince Simba
Mmkay guys. I'm having surgery in the near future, no date set yet. I'm going to an oral surgeon on the 31st of August for a consultation for having my wisdom teeth removed, but my parents are trying for getting them out over fall break in October or over Christmas. =(

I'm kinda scared.

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I had teeth pulled before, it wasn't too bad (granted, they were my baby teeth).

Anyways, maybe you could take a walkman/CD player/mp3 player type thing if you have one? My dentist let me listen to one while he was removing them, and it helped a bit. *shrugs*

So.. don't worry too much about it, and when you do get them out I wish you a full recovery! ;) :hugs:

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Originally posted by Prince Simba
Mmkay guys. I'm having surgery in the near future, no date set yet. I'm going to an oral surgeon on the 31st of August for a consultation for having my wisdom teeth removed, but my parents are trying for getting them out over fall break in October or over Christmas. =(

I'm kinda scared.

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Man, you get so many narcotics, and best of all, they're legal :D Don't be afraid, it's not that bad at all

^ :lol:

That's great. Thanks guys. I'm feeling a bit better about that. =)

hope everythings sorted out :ayecapn: cuz its none of my business! :p

Dude...do you perchance have LORTAB?!

who? :p *ish confuzzled* :confused: i don't even know what it is

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Originally posted by Lunarcat
who? :p *ish confuzzled* :confused: i don't even know what it is

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That makes us two, im confused and yet strangely curious and interesting in what LORTAB is :E

Lortab's the brand name for the combination of hydrocodone and acetaminophen (Tylenol). It's used to relieve moderate-to-severe pain.

Hydrocodone binds to specific receptors in the brain and reduces the sensation of pain, while acetaminophen halts production of prostaglandins which would otherwise cause pain.

Lortab can be habit-forming, so care must be taken to follow the doctor's prescription to the letter.

Guys, I just got some bad news in which I can closely relate to PS. I have a absyst infection in my mouth, from bad dental hygene, which may require surgery. As a kid, I never took care of hygene, and being very negligent, my parents never did anything to make me. I also have a phobia against dentists, and haven't seen one in over 5 years. Now, even though I do care for them as best as posible today, my teeth are very rotted and cavatiy infested. This is beginning to come back to haunt me. besides the absyst, I will need masive oral surgery eventually. That scares me to death. It is already known hat I will have to be sedated anyway. All I can look forward to is a painless mouth.

In the end, I think PS can concider himself lucky.

The dentist is nothing to be afraid of, they give you novacaine and other things to numb the pain :D

w0w.. talk about mouth problem.
I have an ulcer in my mouth.. and it's killing me.. :S:S:S
gah...
pray for me please...

Thats ouchy Guntur, hope you will survive the dentists everyone, I had a near death fright of dentist not long ago but its better now.

btw, isnt ulcer something to do with your stomach?