They are just friends Rav, i know because they're both my best friends :)
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They are just friends Rav, i know because they're both my best friends :)
Haha I know too :D was just kidding ;)
:gasp: how did you know that i liked Pepsi? :DQuote:
Originally posted by Ravincal
Alriiiiiight! Loverboy Daniel :D
Aye, I'll send a big bottle of Pepsi (40% alcohol) Then I'm sure you wont need to get entertained ;P
The problem between Ravincal and I is not our love, nor or lack of knowing eachother outside the computer. He fully knew what kind of person I was when he accepted my love for him and fed it back to me. Nothing was ever said, perhaps in hope that I would change? Who knows, he can answer it for himself. His father forbids talking with me, or communicating in 'any' manner - and with that message Ravincal also established that he didn't enjoy my ...character either. Or a part of it.
I've never been so angry, so sick or sad or confused before in my life. Maybe it'll happen again - learn whilst I can.
I will not change who I am so he may enjoy me, at the sake of my own choices and character. I'd be just as good dead. I was like this before him, and I have alot of reasons to believe he knew this but until now birthed it on me. I don't hate him for this, I love him more. But I can't have his love. So it is true that, as I suspected, I'm going to be very much alone in friendship, love, and life in general. I'm more sorry than anything in the world Ravincal that I caused you to suffer with my being - that I wasted your time. You were not lucky to have met me. You were misfortunate and I did more damage than good. Since I don't know if I'll hear from you again via MSN, I'm leaving this for you. To any who beton failure for a relationship, get your money now.
All I can say is that I'll always be in love with you, and that this being ended you've taken a piece of my heart away that will never grow back. I'm sorry.
All I can hope is that some person, some being will understand me some day, and accept me for who I am. That is why I know I'll always be alone.
Utora, you should first of all know that I didn't do this because I stopped loving you.. It's simply because of... Yea you actually know yourself and I think we should keep it between eachother.
My father just eventually flipped at me when I told about you and I accidentally told that little thing that I really shouldn't had..
I'm terribly sorry Ut, I wish it didn't had to go this way.. but it seems there's no other exit. My father would never accept it, and I follow orders :(
If you think I wont talk to you on MSN, you are wrong. I don't care about my father telling me not to talk to you on MSN, that's not his problem. That's mine. No one is going to stop me from talking to you on MSN.
Wow, that's one hell of a story you're telling us there Utora. And same do you Ravincal, but i don't fully understand yet, why is your father so mad at you Rav, and Utora, what do you mean by "and with that message Ravincal also established that he didn't enjoy my ...character either. Or a part of it. " if i may ask ofcourse.
I'm sorry that appeariantly your relationship didn't work out, i thought something good would come out, but theres always an other day.
It would be better if I explained it over MSN.. My father wouldn't believe it.. And when he finally did.. He turned into a big fire 8|
I'm sorry as well that it went this way. But it seems there wasn't any other way :(
I don't know you guys. I hope you can sort things out soon. It makes me sad to see other people sad.:tears:
Let's get this thread up 'n running people :D
Anyone got some new crushes or anything? ^^
No, I still have a crush on the same lion.:thirsty:
nope, same one for me too :p
i guess 'variety is the spice of life' just doesnt appeal to me :D
Sorry, Rav. I don't have a crush on anybody since Akiko stop coming here, and nobody has a crush on me.
Yes, for sure. All of this forum are fit as!Quote:
Originally posted by Ravincal
Let's get this thread up 'n running people :D
Anyone got some new crushes or anything? ^^
Haha, Roquivo buddy... Don't loose hope! ^^ I'm sure there's a wonderful lioness.. err... wolf out there who's got a crush on you.
There's always hope =)
Well, if you read old post you can see who's the chosen one :evilgrin:.
:cringe: erm... I kinda do.. erm..Quote:
Originally posted by Roquivo
and nobody has a crush on me.
:rawr:
I kinda fancy two other people on here too! :vitsm:
Now you might really know how other people feel in some cases, because they are also just who they are, while some can't accept them like that.
go on! who are they? :DQuote:
Originally posted by Dyani
I kinda fancy two other people on here too! :vitsm:
i had a little one, does that count? :bleen: :browlift:Quote:
Originally posted by Roquivo
Sorry, Rav. I don't have a crush on anybody since Akiko stop coming here, and nobody has a crush on me.
Well you know who one of them is! "wink"Quote:
Originally posted by Daniel
go on! who are they? :D
But the onli other person on here I like is leaving... :grrr: (icon for the reason for WHY he is leaving)
But I've never thought about any of the females on here.. any female want me to fancy them??? :D