Love Life

Well well, seems my thread never really did die =]

I can't even remember the last time I came on Lea, sadly. For any of you who still remember me, here's a friendly hello to you. I'm sorry I drifted so bad, and I really can't tell you if I will come on again or not. I start work as a lifeguard on Friday so I might possibly be busier than I have been in a very long time. Good to see you all and here's a post of my love life as a tribute to my long lived thread and simply just to keep on subject.
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I know it is absolutely clich? to say, but these last four days were quite possibly the best four days of my entire life. I have been wishy washy about several boys lately, none really seeming to live up to what I would prefer in a boyfriend. Though, on Thursday some friends came down to stay with us and brought some friends with them. One was Preston. At first I really didn't think anything of him really because I hardly knew him. But as the night went on and all of us went out to dinner, I began to realize that he has one of the best hearts I could ever find in a boy.
Throughout the next four days, various times made us grow closer and closer together as friends and as more than that. Asking me if I wanted his jacket if I was cold. If I wanted to walk around with him despite the fact that he was already hanging out with friends, and left them to hang out with me. Sitting by me on purpose everywhere we could be and not being afraid to look me in the eye and just give me a smile, like saying "hi. I'm so glad we've met."
There are many other things to name but I would prefer not to make a novel out of this post.
In our very last moments together before he had to leave to go home, he thoughtfully waited till everybody had wandered off that was with us and it was just me and him, so we could say our quiet goodbyes and so he could give me one of the most amazing hugs I think I?ll ever get. It wasn't a half armed hug, or a limp, quick and than leave hug. It was like he really meant it.
I find it hard to say that he lives in a town four hours away and if I am extremely lucky i will get to see him maybe two times this summer, but i look forward to those possible moments more than anything. You should have seen his eyes shine when i told him those words, and my smile creep up as he said he couldn't wait to see me again more than anything.

The weirdest feeling I have ever felt is the feeling of utterly complete happiness, but the great amount of despair knowing that he's gone. I'm thankful to start work soon to keep my mind preoccupied for the time being.
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Well, sorry i have such a terrible habit of writing extremely long posts. I hope you all the best and I hope lea never dies down like i did.

Love,
Alli

ALLI!

you must come back, I miss my official stumper! :(

But glad to here that things are going OK for you. You must come on MSN once in a while, i miss talking to you too! We just got talking to you when you disappeared!

*hugs*

Well the Day Is here :D


In 45 mins, ill be setting off on the coach to the airport (yes its well early, but its the only available one XD). then i have a nice 3 hours to check in and stuff, then im off to Sweden :D.

I have been waiting for ages to see Anna. i just cant wait to see her and give her a big hug for real ^^.

so ill see you guys some time later on if we have time to go on the computer XD.

:hugs:

Have a great time Tilly, remember to send a postcard..Hugs

TL and Kanu, come visit Stockholm sometime, okay? :D I mean, when you're in sweden, you must see the capital ^^ (and then i can see you guys too for once XD)

I love Necr..... nahh just skip to the topic <3
I gotta play my 'love' song ;) (Peaceful Kinoko World, Kasidah Cinta, Corner of the Earth)

From my last post which is pretty short and really confused post, I will start a new proper and detailed love life :)

In my whole life, I don't know what love is. I don't give a d*mn about love and what love is about. It all started during end of the year of 2002, suddenly I dream about something peaceful and lighten my heart, my old home. I don't know why am I in a state of peace and lonely at the same time but I know something is going on in the future.

Things are all easy and cool early of 2003 but something shocked me and it's feel like someone shooting an arrow directly through my heart. It was her, I don't know why this thing happened to me but all I know is I'm in love <3 :love:. She was perfect, she got the look, the way she walk, the way she talk, and her cool personality. From a loud notorious naughty prank who love to skip classes boy she turn me into one quiet, peaceful and a shy boy. I mean she's really melt my heart, she's not hot or what but I guess we were meant to be together when I have an eye-contact with her. But I was shy when I want to express my feeling to her because, you know we never talk with each other. But during early of 2004 I heard some news that she'll be leaving the school and transfer to boarding school. That news really hit me and I started too search someone else to replace her. But things will never be the same without her in my life.
Life in 2004 really sh*t me up because after she's gone and leave me stranded and lonely state, Gastric pain take over my feeling for 2 month.

I thought 2005 gonna be the same like 2004. Well people said every new years is a different year = ) 2005, nothing really happened to me much, except for exam and some unforgettable holiday. But my love life were quite different on that year. Because I met her online and she is generous, good hearted, open minded, ready to face anything and a whole new package of love. She thought me everything about love, fighting during in love, forgiving during in love and ups and downs of love. Well I'm not afraid to tell someone that I like 'em but she willingly accept me. Things we're normal but one night during march 2005 we have a long chat and I guess that's where the relationship start to bloom. We talk about anything and everything including love and personal lives. Things were wonderfull and she's were there to ease my pain and bring a smile upon my face. I know things are difficult because it's an online internet and we didn't meet face too face which is... make me sad. But we keep it cool and promised that we will meet someday.

After I had a good life in 2005 here's some intresting story last year or (2006)

During Boot Camp!
After a week at the camp, I felt something weird going on around the camp. I feel like someone from the past show up infront of me. I knew this person before but looks like she never meet me before. All of my confidence and courage I manage to talk to her who she was, after all the talking and chatting suddenly I got one weird but suprising news: she's someone I knew from the past, My first crush. But too make things weird the girl who I spoke to is her identical twin. I always thought one is enough but two is for the win :rawr:. Well I never revealed my feeling toward her because she's completely different from her counterpart, and quite headstrong and a very strong will girl I ever knew. But things won't work out because of, my promised too my closed online lover and limitation of interaction with her. After me and her left the book camp we never speak to each other because after a month I left the boot camp she has change her number.

Second part of 2006:
I met her during my cousin's party on december 2005. I start to approach to her and tell who she is. = ) She's one of my cousin's cousin. Wow.. distance family eyyy???? We didn't chat much on that day because she's leaving early.

I met her again during the opening of my auntie's restaurant. And WOW... she's beautiful, she got the look, she has a nice personality, she's rich but she didn't use her status as a rich girl (means she's has that low profile thingy) and she's perfect for me (well that's what I thought during that day). We keep some platonic with each other but my heart slowly attach to her. Once she said no to me but I just keep trying to impressed infront of her = ). Well things never work out because she already have someone she loved and I'm happy for that = ). We still keep that platonic love with each other.

After she choose the man she loved I don't have anyone right now because I know someone that I used to love will come back to me and me and her will be together for eternity, because lately I keep dreaming about an anonymous girl watching me from afar and I know who she is and this time I hope she knows she's the right one for me :love:

omg love :gasp: I totally forgot about this thread :lol: I have no comment here more :p

Love <3 Actually since today I'm officially together with someone. I recently broke up with someone else (about 2 weeks ago) and I found out he has been the biggest jerk I've EVER dated so far. And this new guy (Joey) is amazing, yesterday we shared our first kiss and today we're officially together.

Wow. <33457

^ Look like you easily fallin in love Amy :) good to hear that you have found a new and a better guy.

By reading Audra's post, I think friends can turn into lovers ;). by reading the whole thread I find that Audra's story are the most romantic stories ever made in this thread = ) :love:

Hmm, there's a guy who really likes me and I really like him. Who knows where it'll lead... ^^

*will keep you updated*

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By reading Audra's post, I think friends can turn into lovers ;). by reading the whole thread I find that Audra's story are the most romantic stories ever made in this thread = ) :love:

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Awwwwww... So many Lea members seem to say things like that about us. :p

I still love him more then ever, and he will be here in four days!!! :wow: :love:

I met someone beginning of August (this year).

Met loads of people during those 8 months I was single...

We got along great through msn, then through phone many times a day (since he could call for free for 2 hours each day, so why not use that? hehe), and at the end of August I kind of needed a place to stay/or a ride back home that same evening, after I went to a festival to see my favorite Belgian band ^^

He's a cab driver, so I asked him before the festival how much a cab would cost me to get me home, I didn't mean it, ment it as funny.

And he's like: well, too much, but tell you what, I'll ask the car and I'll pick you up, and you can stay at my house if you want.

I'm a *huge* risc taker like that, and I accepted.
(he did saw me on webcam, but that isn't quite the same as in real life)

He picked me up, was so weird, sitting in the car for over an hour, not really knowing what to say, while on the phone, we both couldn't shut up :lol:

Got at his place around 0.30 am, and all we did all night long was watch movies ...
He fell asleep somewhere at 6 am, and I was so scared to fall asleep, haha, 'cause being at a guy's house I'd never seen before, but then I just fell down about 7 am, I couldn't take it anymore, my eyes just closed, lol.

And nothing happened ^^ haha

And usually, when a guy saw me, they'd run off, but this one ... he kept "bugging" me "wanna come back again?"
Didn't want to at first, but he just kept asking throughout the week (I should have known, haha :p ), but in the end, that night we had so much fun talking and watching TV and all ...
And I'm really not someone, who will just go to make the person stop bugging me, I went 'cause I liked him, had fun, so why not? *blush*

And I thought it'd be nice again, to do something with someone, see a movie, go for a drink, stuff like that.

So I went back the next weekend.

And I already kind of new he might liked me a little too much.
But I always thought: lol, nah ... that ain't possible (haha).

So when he told me the last day of that weekend he felted something for me, didn't really came as a shok to me, hehe.
*kissed me* hehe

I really liked him though, just wasn't sure it was in the same way he liked me.
So I had loads to think about what I wanted.

Talked about it a lot during the weekdays when I was back home, and then the next weekend, I had a boyfriend again :D *September 9th*.

Since the very first weekend we spend together, there hasn't been a weekend I haven't spend with him. And after a month, I was already more at his place then at my parents.

I feel SO much better then I ever did with my ex those 5,5 years.

My parents thought I was joking when I told them I met someone, and I'd like to see him again someday.
(they thought I was joking I wanted to see him again, not that I met someone, hehe)
'Cause he lives 150 km away, which, considering the relationships on Lea, is totally nothing in distance, haha :p
But still, it's totally on the other side of Belgium.

So when I did tell them a few days later: oh yeah, I'm going to visit him that day.

My parents went like: What ?? o_O

And my dad gives me this lecture of God knows what, it didn't make any sense, he didn't even knew what to say.
He comes up into my room, father-daughter chat... And all he said was: you're almost 24, be carefull.
Nice chat that was, haha.

And I was like: yeah, I am almost 24 (was a month before my birthday) and I had already spend 2 weekends with them, but they didn't know, *oops* hehe.
I totally stood up to my dad, lolz, big discussion though :s
But I'm glad I did that.

My parents and him get a long great, much better then with my ex too.

He has 2 little boys, 6 and 7 years old.
I'm actually not good at all with kids >.< ... but the age is quite alright, and I met them too, they're such lovely boys ^^


Oooh, this turned out to be a long post, hehe.

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Originally posted by Sharifu
Awwwwww... So many Lea members seem to say things like that about us. :p

I still love him more then ever, and he will be here in four days!!! :wow: :love:

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Well I'm pretty jealous that you get along with STM so long :idiot:, makes me wanna find my dream girl again ;).
I still remember when we chat about that dream Audra, I don't think it's only a dream though, but something more than a dream and it's pretty unusual because I haven't meet her more than a year :confused:

Aww, congrats Nathalie, that's a sweet story, I'm really glad it's working out for you. Hopefully it can continue to do so =) :hugs:

yeah Nathalie sure is =D


"sighs" http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v3...Smylies/88.gif

well my story ghuess there are none sense am single nad been for quite some time now

its not like am deppresed or anyhting i just get a little sad that i dont have anyone to love cuddle give presents and spoil with love and attention http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v3.../Smylies/1.jpg

but iv been singel for a real real long time now but i keep my mood up am sure il stumble upon someone some day and hopefully also a tlk franatic http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v3...ileKiara60.jpg

but i admit it do get lonley sometimes but thats just something ya gota live with http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v3...mylies/hmm.jpg

^ Relax shadow, ;) our time will come soon. Right now I'm just gotta find her and wait for miracle happen ;)!

Thanks guys ^^

Never thought a "stranger" would drive more then 2 hours for me, just to come pick me up from someplace and then drive back to his place, haha.

Where was he 6 years ago *sighs* haha

Congrats Nathalie, keep the love goin'! ^^

And my dear dear Shaddie big brother you are, I still can't stop naggin' you and telling you that you will find someone someday, and I'm glad you're believing that yourself.

I understand being alone can be down sometimes, but I always cheer up when I realize that no love means: no money-problems, no jealousy, no suspision, and no commitment ;3

Although, when you finally have someone, you're glad you have them. Just as long as you stick with that special person.. It's all bloody worth it.

Talking about me and Joey, we're doing fine, and even better ^_^ Alot of people we're against it because I just got single and he's got one hell of a past behind him, but we're convinced we can try to make this work. It's not like we're planning to live together yet so we're just trying our best and enjoying eachother, and that's what everyone should do.

Congrats Nathalie and Amy. :) It was nice reading your story Nathalie, and it's good you have a boyfriend again, and even better that he makes you feel better then you ever did with Bart.

As for my love life... Petteri will be here tomorrow night! I am sooooo excited, I kept thinking today at work how tomorrow night we will be together again. :love:

yeah, congratulations Nathalie and Amy.

I personally am getting ready to go to the airport... my flight doesn't leave in another 5 hours but I need to be there a bit early and I also still have a few place to go to... So I guess next time I'll be posting I'll be in US again.. or at least on my way there.

STM and Audra, Have a good time = ) I'm sure it's gonna be a lovely december :) :love:

Aww, makes me happy to hear, Nathalie and Amy ^^

And STM and Audra... You're making me so jealous now :p Here I am, further away than ever from TL, and it's still too long until January the 15th... *sigh* xP

Hope you two will be having a wonderful time, though. I wish you all the best ^^

My Vortex and I met at a furmeet in Northern Kentucky by chance when a mutual friend of ours got him out of his apartment to come after telling him about the meet only two hours before it happened. So if not for that we never would have met each other =l. Anyway, our friend introduced us and Vortex saw my sketchbook and liked what he saw and asked if he could see more and I shyly agreed and we sat on a nearby bench while he looked through it. Later on in the meet we were ecstatic to find out that we lived only a half hour away from each other and that he worked only five minutes away from where I lived. This was very good news because the only friend I had to hang out with in the area was moving in a couple of days. Two days later, Vortex started picking me up after work everyday and we'd hang out and watch movies. About May 12, 2006 or so we were a couple.

On our one year anniversary, May 12, 2007 he proposed to me and of course I said yes because we got married September 29, 2007 of this year. He was the very first relationship I had that the internet had nothing to do with and he was a 'furry' at that having a dragon persona. I have to admit I really loved having a mate that I could see everyday and could hold and that could hold me. And he is just the most loving sweetest husband. The other night my stomach was feeling terrible and I told him and asked him if he could hold me and he dropped everything and did^^ He makes me feel really loved and special and I wouldn't trade the man for the world. I'm so glad that God brought us together.

ah well .. love life still going ok i guess .. :thinks: Its ONLY 9 days left till im off to US again :woeisme: Another wont survive till then .. *diez* I cant stand reading about everyone elses relationships or hugs at all, it makes me feel sad and all alone, i miss the feeling of hold someone or being held .. but im sure everything will be fine and such once im away :D

*goes pack bags again*

I know exactly how that is and used to feel the same thing =/ I used to hate going to malls because I'd be jealous of the couples there because the mate I had then was hundreds of miles away. At least you only have the nine day wait though. That's not too much longer.

:( I used to know how you feel, Kiara...And Shads too. But don't worry, both of you...the longer you wait, it seems, the more worthwhile the surprise at the end of your wait becomes! Good things come to those who wait, I can guarentee it...Even though the wait may be hard :woeisme: Trust me, I know, it's worth it. Don't give up, and don't settle for second best!

To Nath, I am so glad to hear that you've found someone willing to drive all that way for you. That was very sweet of him and the first night you two seemed to have sounded GREAT! Watching movies and talking until late hours of the night? How fun! :cheese: I am really glad that he seems to be such a great guy and I wish you two the best! By the way, you're only 9 days behind Andrea and my Anniversary! ;)

STM and Sharifu--It's really great that you two get to see each other this December...I bet it makes the Holidays all the more special! :love: Love really is a gift, and it's so sweet that you two are still going strong after such a long, long time. As I've said a thousand times to you (or at least Sharifu) I only hope that Andrea and I can last as long! =) You two really are an adorable couple...

As for me, it's obvious that I am head over heels (or paws) with Andrea :love: And I am so grateful to have her in my life! I hate to gush with all of you that're so alone for the Holidays, but truly, she has given my life meaning. Only problem is, we have to hide it from her parents...If they found out I'd never see her :(

But the point of that last fact is, we're willing to risk it all. I believe that love is the most worthwhile thing this world has to offer and should not be lost for anything--not for wealth, not for parent's want, not for anything. Love is special and comes in many different forms, but no matter the form it is always worth everything. I would give everything for Andrea--all the riches in the world, anything...and there are some sacrifices you have to make for certain kinds of love, and maybe all kinds of really worthwhile love.

For STM and Sharifu, it's sacrificing the chance to have someone closer that they can be with ALL the time. For me, it's keeping mine and Andrea's love a secret.

But anyway...Andrea and I have been together for a year, three months, and a week and I've never been happier! :love:

I hope that anyone who doesn't have someone special in their life, finds one because it really does make everything ten times more worth it!

LOVE IS THE BEST! :hugs:

I took this one girl to my homecoming dance....but it was really awkward and I didn't feel any passion at all so I decided to not ask her out ever again. :cheese:

aww ye know how happy i am for you Nathy, STM and Audra, FC and Iliana :hugs:

I really do hope the best for you all ^^.


Just want to take this time just to Say How much I love and appeciate Kanu ^^.

As some of you may of known, me and Kanu have met up now many of times ( 4 times).

I Love ye Anna So much <3

You have brought so much happiness into my life. you have always been here when i have been feeling upset or down, you have given me the stength to get through tough times, if it wasnt for you, i wouldnt of had the courage or stength to get a new job, which as you know, i am completly loving atm (but love you more ^^).

Kanu has made so much effort to come and see me, i just cannot thank her enough ^^, it means so much so me. she has saved up all her money to see me in January when she comes back from australia and also 3 weeks later she is trying so hard to come and see me in her school holidays. I just cannot thank her enough, and how much i appreciate this.

Because being in my old job, where i used all my holidays (mainly to see Kanu). i couldnt see her anymore until next June so it really put a big gap into when i am able to go and meet her. so it just means so much to me that Kanu is doing as much as she can to come and see me. :hugs: ::emo:

I have already sorted out with my boss about me going to sweden to see her for 3 weeks in june, and thats fine ^^. So i cant wait for that aswell ^^.

So this is just a little Posty just give a special Thankyou to Anna (kanu). You Mean so much to me. I just just really appreciate How much You have done for me........me loves you <3 :love:

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And STM and Audra... You're making me so jealous now :p Here I am, further away than ever from TL, and it's still too long until January the 15th... *sigh* xP

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Oh are you in Australia now? (That is where you are right?) Well I hope you have a fun trip and that you can still stay in contact with This Land while you are away. And This Land, that was a sweet post you said about Kanu, that just shows how much you two care about each other and how much you love each other. ^^

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ah well .. love life still going ok i guess .. :thinks: Its ONLY 9 days left till im off to US again :woeisme: Another wont survive till then .. *diez* I cant stand reading about everyone elses relationships or hugs at all, it makes me feel sad and all alone, i miss the feeling of hold someone or being held .. but im sure everything will be fine and such once im away :D

*goes pack bags again*

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Ahh, so you are with Shatty? :p I wasn't sure but I thought so because of your banner, plus that you went to meet him... Anyways I know how hard it is to be apart, well you know that heh.

Aww FC... That's sad that you have you hide your relationship... But unfortunately, that doesn't surprise me. :( Do you have to hide it from your mom too? But I totally agree with you that love is the most worthwhile thing this world has to offer and should not be lost for anything. Love is really the best gift of all, and having Petteri here with me is the best Christmas gift I could ever ask for. :love:

It's really wonderful to read all these great love stories. ^^ And I am just sooooo happy with be with Petteri again.

Has Petteri arrived yet, or was that yesterday? I'll have to get on MSN and talk to y'all here during winter break...:D

Well he landed after midnight, so it was actually today. :D

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Originally posted by Sharifu
Well he landed after midnight, so it was actually today. :D

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He must be tired from all that flying...XD

How long is he staying?

Mwah, Adam, you know what I think about that post :love:

I'm not as good as you guys to put things down into words, and I'll try not to whack more lovey dovey stuff in your faces, but, yeah... I love him, and that is all that needs to be said really.

And yes, Sharifu, I made it to Australia :D A very nice place so far, though I really wouldn't mind being closer to a certain someone...

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He must be tired from all that flying...XD

How long is he staying?

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Yeah he is tired, he is actually sleeping now. He was traveling for practically 24 hours. :gasp: Poor thing... But we're just happy to be together again. ^^ He will be here for about two months and one week. And hopefully I will go back to Finland with him. ^^ I think I will be in Finland for a long time, for five months... But I would be staying until he goes to military service, so that's why I would be staying so long, because I know how hard it will be for us to be apart for so long and not being able talk often...

Thanks everyone for the nice comments ^^

Hope you have a good love life nathalie and all. ;) And Hope it's gonna be an everlasting love :love:

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Ahh, so you are with Shatty? :p

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I dont think so, actually :D

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He was traveling for practically 24 hours. :gasp:

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Thats why you stay up +24 hours before a flight :D Then you sleep during the whole trip. Last time i went there i got a cold the same night i was going :woeisme: So i was very tired anyway, but when i finally was there the cold was gone again .. and still i managed to make a whole family ill too in more than a week ^^ :lol:

In one week i will now be in Germany, so its getting closer, and all my things are already packed (except the bags im actually bringing to US XD)

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And yes, Sharifu, I made it to Australia A very nice place so far, though I really wouldn't mind being closer to a certain someone...

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oh Nu, thatst really nice to know, you are only 15 min down the road and we are spending saturday together..we will be together soon..lol

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Aww FC... That's sad that you have you hide your relationship... But unfortunately, that doesn't surprise me. :( Do you have to hide it from your mom too? But I totally agree with you that love is the most worthwhile thing this world has to offer and should not be lost for anything. Love is really the best gift of all, and having Petteri here with me is the best Christmas gift I could ever ask for. :love:
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=) It's no secret there. My whole family knows and loves her and me and thinks nothing of it...so it's okay in the end--at least we don't have to hide when we're at MY house. :cheese: It's so great that you'll be spending so much time with Petteri though! It's probably the greatest Christmas present you'll get, eh? :p

And that's super sweet TL! I know exactly how you feel my friend, love is a wonderful thing! ;) You and Kanu are also priceless together. :love:

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As for me, it's obvious that I am head over heels (or paws) with Andrea :love: And I am so grateful to have her in my life! I hate to gush with all of you that're so alone for the Holidays, but truly, she has given my life meaning. Only problem is, we have to hide it from her parents...If they found out I'd never see her :(

But the point of that last fact is, we're willing to risk it all. I believe that love is the most worthwhile thing this world has to offer and should not be lost for anything--not for wealth, not for parent's want, not for anything. Love is special and comes in many different forms, but no matter the form it is always worth everything. I would give everything for Andrea--all the riches in the world, anything...and there are some sacrifices you have to make for certain kinds of love, and maybe all kinds of really worthwhile love.

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I've just read that and it's really sweet of you to say all that about her. However I do think it would be somewhat foolish to risk it. I had the same problem with my parents when I was with Rhys...luckily I was 18 by then so they couldn't stop me seeing him. If you and Andrea really treasure your relationship which I think it's obvious that you do, I would recommend from personal experience that you don't let her parents know/find out. If they ever stopped you two seeing each other you'd regret it so badly and I'd hate to read about how you two could no longer meet up and share that love you two have. I just thought I ought to say that.

On a seperate note, I'm about to spend my 20th christmas without somone....however there does seem to be some light at the end of the tunnel. I've been talking to this guy a lot recently and we're getting kinda close, and he's going to come see me in January ^^ so who know's what'll happen from then on.

Glad to hear STM got there safe Audra :) Wish him Hyv?? Joulua from me :P