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Ahh i get alot of those mails, but then in dutch. It's very sweet indeed Sharifu, thanks for sharing ^_^ *saves me some translation work* =P
Aye! There are plenty of us boys out there! ;]
I'm very happy with my relationship. Me and Adam have been going out for five weeks now, and I know that doesn't sound a long time but in terms of hours we've spent together, its a long time. I basically live in his room, at least I've spent more time with him in his room than in my own, (remember I'm at uni).
Sometimes we've spent whole weekends togther, every single hour in each others company. Its been wonderful. We are both so like each other its scary but we reassure each other.
Five week doens't sound like a lot compared to those of you with a year or two behind your backs, but its longer than I've ever managed before in a relationship, and I most definatly didn't spend as much time with them.
Hes very understanding and so caring. I can't believe he likes me so much; I've often said *why me? Why do you soend so much time with me, when theres soo many more girls out there, all better than me?* :lol: He replys that hes got me, and he loves me.. no one else.
Some of you may remember about a thing I had a while ago with my best friend telling me he is gay, and that my responce to that was damaging to both him and me, because I loved him and didn'tknow how to let go. Adam understands my predicament and so far has been basically giving me therapy for a lot of my problems. We both tried to organise something last night with Graeme (best friend) as in, getting me and him to meet up and do a lot of talking. However, Adam's very good at revealing problems in people. He revealed that Graeme is just as messed up as I am. He looks at the world through rose-tinted glasses, filtering out what he doesn't want to see. Thats why he never saw how much I liked him through five years at secondary school; he didn't want to see it, thus he completely missed it.
Its going to take time to get through this.. but with Adam by my side, I'll be prepared to do anything.
BTW - I KNOW that my love for Graeme is OBSESSIVE. All the characteristics of what I do and what I feel around him, is obsessive. But like Slughorn from *Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince* says ~ Those of you who have lived as long as I have, will not doubt the power of obsessive love~
Damn he was right.
~ Amy
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Yay! >PQuote:
Originally posted by Sharifu
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.
Well my lovelife is quite unbalance, except for one little relationship with my distance cousin, all things are going okay except..... she's in London resume her studies. Well, pretty sad situation for me :(.
mmmm...relationship is a problem...no wait that came out wrong xP for some...
il tell you abut an experinse i hade...
some guys from my old class " one of them being a friend of mine (cerently not close but still)
the other one is just one plain asshole /joker as i like to call em...
anyhow i met them while walking home just bin at a hang out place called " the basment" anyhow i meet these guys Dan and Lerhman "dan is my friend"
well anyhow they hadent heard from me for a while so they asked how things where going with Kanu (at this time wev broke up but clearly still are best friends and i wouldent want it any other way)
i told them i broke up with her but shes still my best friend...they give this shocking/grining look and says
"what?! why?"
i answer
"none of your damn bussnies...."
(belive me i know lerhman dont give him any detales our he will....well you know how assholes work..)
anyhow they both start laughing like hell and "taunt" me going like
Lerhman:"holy **** i never thought you would breakup with someone hahah"
Dan: yeah! i mean come on! you...
abut now am angrly crossing my arms and tilts my head slightly to the side looking at Dan....
i know Dan...hes the one taging along with the group...i know he can be quite anoyying but he dont mean to hurt....and hes quite the serius person when you talk to him alone...
anyhow Dans reaction shocked me...and made me really angry...i knew Lerhman would start taunting laughing and asking...but to Dan to tag along with it...made me really pissed...
anyhow they conitned to ask and taunt me abut how amazed they was that i broke up with someone...like i was some despretly lonley guy who couldent (do better) and would cling to the first best thing i got this in general they dont know kanu at all...
here Dan is laughing and joking along....a guy who litherly spends god knows how maney hours at day playing wow...he ditches parties we invate him to and ditches us becuse he reglary do "raids with his guild"
(no ditching wow btw)
anyhow the probebly most anti-sochal of my friends is laughing in my face and taunting me.....i mean come on if he would ever get a girl friend it must be someone with the same amount of wow playing and anti-sochal as him....and what would they do?...playing wow....
and Lerhman has a gf but its a typical " Lerhmans bad *** teasaing and buling attitude " so its never going to last....and not only that...he litherly " ditches" his own girl friend infrot of me and Dan and just laughs abut it....in other words nothing serius...
now with this backround there in no real position to taunt and point fingers at me are they?....well anyhow
they kept going on and on and i only got mader and mader i did aruge with em but that only urged them on....so i said
"what the hell is the mater with you two do you think am some missrebul lonly guy who clings on to the first best girl il come across?"
(now that was handing it to them on silver plate..)
predicebluy they laughed at me and noded and said yes.....this was the last straw for me i just turned around and walked away....
am still pissed as hell at Dan and Lerhman iv always hated so its nothing new...but dang i never thought Dan would go so far.....
"huggels Kanu tight" weeeeeeeeee :cheese:
anyhow...anyone else got any serius abut talking with your friends abut break up and they taunt you for it?.....
what the hell have i done to you shads? :(
:p
but my love life
erm...
*throws a pie* :D
Wow, I'm sorry to hear that Shadow. You're right, your friends should be behind you and understand you. They sound really immature.
chrsit they are...atleast Dan...i mean come on...meh i dont really "take it on me" but frankly right now hes on my " *** hole" list >.>
Just don't listen to those immature little kids, shadow, it's definately not worth the time ;)
@ Shadow: Hmm...seems like Lerham's been hanging around Dan too much...sounds like he's been influenced. Even I'm shocked at that because from the way you described him, Dan sounds like a really good friend and all of a sudden he just comes out of nowhere with that kind of attitude. Really, wasn't right for them to laugh at you, at all, even that Lerham guy that you strongly dislike.
You should prolly just take Dan aside one day and ask him about his abnormal behavior. Hopefully you'll get a reasonable explanation. I just hope things work out for you.
@ Daniel: What flavor pie is that? :D
Well, like I told you...best things come to those who wait. I have told you that, haven't I? :p
hehe thanks all but dont worrie this happen long ago i just tried to start a ...."lets talk abut friend who ditches ya abut relations" lol didnt work that good xP
Well, let's just face it, it c?n be hard to remain friends with an old flame, take me and JM for example >.> We're argueing even more and more lately.
yeah, it is hard to return to being friends after you've had something like that
you are?...ahww man...i hoped you two would be good friends...
"snuggels kanu and is hyper happy that where still best friends " x3
I was listening to this dance song called "Kiss The Sky" by Danielle Bollinger, and it made me think of my relationship... It made me think of Azerane's relationship too...
Emotion holds me captive
and it keeps me from the truth
No I don't know how I got here
but I know I'm missing you
And I know the day is coming
when I'll be back inside your arms
but as much as I believe it
that day seems so far
so I kiss the sky tonight
and pretend I'm by your side
and in the dark I'll feel the light
I'll be loved, I'll be loved, I'll be loved, I kiss the sky
Everytime the wind blows
I hear it call your name
and even in the darkness
I can see your face.
Every second brings my freedom
much closer into view.
So the ocean will not hold me and I'll be one with you.
So I kiss the sky tonight
and pretend I'm by your side
and in the dark I'll feel the light
I'll be loved, I'll be loved, I'll be loved
I kiss the sky
True...But me and the girl I used to love are good friends now...I'll even make jokes about it sometimes...:D...But it might have helped that we didn't even speak to each other for a good two or so months before we decided to be friends again...:DQuote:
Originally posted by Daniel
yeah, it is hard to return to being friends after you've had something like that
Shadow, the most probable reason why Dan teased you as well is because he was trying to direct the relationship questioning away from himself. He probably is having difficulties with relationships himself, and he knows that they are his weakness. He discovered that your weakness are your relationships, and therefore feels dominant and superior to you. If he teases you about relationships the next time you two talk, you should ask him about his relationships, and that will bring him to equal levels with you.
Awww... that's such a sweet song, and sweet that you would think of Kintaru and I as well. It's been so hard being apart from him, but there's really not long now till I'll see him again, there's only 4 days until I leave, and I'm beginning to think I won't have time to organise all my stuff, hehe. It should be good though, I can't wait to see him again.Quote:
Originally posted by Sharifu
I was listening to this dance song called "Kiss The Sky" by Danielle Bollinger, and it made me think of my relationship... It made me think of Azerane's relationship too...
Yeah I know what you mean... Only about two weeks till Petteri will be here again... And I can't wait! I need to call my job tomorrow and put in my two week notice. I'm kind of nervous about it, since I'm quiting during the Christmas season, but I don't care. I'm not going to work while Petteri is here... I want to spend all the time I can with him because a month will go by fast...
And I'm really happy you'll be leaving to Florida soon Bec. ^^
That'll be nice that you'll get to spend a lot of time while Petteri's with you, instead of having to go to work.
I'm really happy about it too, I've missed Pat so much and it's been so hard, for both of us as I'm sure it was/is for you and Petteri but it'll be so good being together again. And we can just do nothing all day, hehe, go to disneyworld and some other places :p It's going to be exciting going over there, as long as his family likes me, hehe.
Those are sweet pictures Tiikeri. I <3 the second one.
Btw on the second pic what is round Tara's neck ?
You mean the 3rd one? It's a collar, my old collar to be exact....I'm her pet y'see ;)
Um, it's a pretty little black fella called Tara's collar, ey? ;)Quote:
Originally posted by Noodle
Btw on the second pic what is round Tara's neck ?
And another one to add to what Dani's already posted, here's one that I taken with my camera whilst we were in the Shisha bar. I look like crap but oh well. xP
Thanks for the great day Dani, I can't wait to be with you again. :love:
Cute pics you guys.
Ohh, ok. *wants Tara's collar*Quote:
Originally posted by King Simba
Um, it's a pretty little black fella called Tara's collar, ey? ;)
Also the other pic you posted KS is very cute. :D
Yeah I meant the third one. I'm retarded. XD Oooh kinky.Quote:
Originally posted by Tiikeri
You mean the 3rd one? It's a collar, my old collar to be exact....I'm her pet y'see ;)
Awww that's soooo cute! XD
well I didn't want to make a new thread so I announce it here.
So tomorrow 25th I'll be heading to US again to see Sharifu and spend my whole summer with her *weeeeee* :love:
so I most likely wont be on Lea that much durning summer, but I'll still drop by at the times.
I really can't wait to get to spend time with my love again... the feeling after being apart for long time just cannot be discribed...
That's really good that you get to be there your whole summer STM, I really hope you have safe flights, and I hope you both have a great time, though I'm sure you will.
When was it that you were together last exactly? It was early this year wasn't it?
STL: I'm sure once you meet up with him again you'll both be a bit less shy, but that's really cool to hear that you'll be able to spend a few days together. Hope all goes well.
And on the happy romantic note, Kintaru gets here in just under 7 days!! :D *is excited*
Darnit! All the love is making me squishy! :love:
Me and my boyfriend have been together for 8 months! I can't believe how long its lasted! :D
However, Uni ends soon. I have only three days left of him before he goes back home to Kent and its four months apart! We should be seeing each other a few times over the summer, but it may be more difficult for him than me.
So I'm emo for the summer :lol: yeah right ;)
Ahww all you lovebirds congratulations!! It's nice to see that all your relationships go so well! :hugs:
Aww Petteri I am so excited to be with you again... And I can't wait to be able to give you that first big hug when I pick you up at the airport... ^^
I'm happy for everyone who has posted recently about their relationships, but especially for Bec, because I understand how she feels since we're in similar situations. ;) :hugs:
Oh and Dyani, four months apart will be hard, but you two will make it if you love each other enough. Believe me, after what Petteri and I go through, and well Bec and Pat too...
All the talk about love is making me cheese :P
Me and my mate broke up a week or so back, but it was a mutual feeling and to be honest we're closer now than we were when we were together =]
I'm sure you'll have a wonderful time STM + Fu ^^
You're very lucky that you're able to spend time with Audra again STM ^^
I wish I were as lucky in online relationships like you two are, mine always seem to fall apart like after 2 months. :p
Well seeing as everyone's going on about their love lives, I might as well too. I'm now single, and have been since mid December. But tbh, I feel closer to my ex as a friend than I did as his gf. Breaking up isn't always a bad thing, especially if you can stay good friends and stay in contact. Sure, it does hurt when/if it does happen and it can be the worst feeling in the world but you'll find that if you can at least stay friends, then it can work wonders as a friendship. ;)
I wish all the best for you petteri & Audra, Bec & Pat , STL & Mate, Dyani & Bf.
Hope all you guys meet up well and everything goes well ^^. Hope things work out Dyani ^^.
Its great to hear all you guys are gonna see each other and spend some/all summer with one another ^^ *hugs*
I just cant wait to see Anna (kanu). Our first time seeing each other. XD. i just cannot restrain my exitement XD.
*hugs for ks and azzy for the amazing piccies they drew ^^*
Umm... You mentioned Petteri and me, and then STM and Mate? XD I am confused... Petteri is STM. :lol: But I think you just made a little mistake there, hehe. :pQuote:
Originally posted by This land
I wish all the best for you petteri & Audra, Bec & Pat , STM & Mate, Dyani & Bf.
I do hope you and Anna enjoy your time together and that everything works out like you hoped. :)
woops, I meant STL XD
*changed*
hehe TYPO :D
hehe and thanks Audra ^^ :hugs:
Oh I forgot to answer this last time, but yeah, the last time we were together was January 11th I believe... That was the day he flew back home.Quote:
Originally posted by Azerane
When was it that you were together last exactly? It was early this year wasn't it?