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Originally posted by Utora
Heck, I don't know whether this is a Solicitude, or Endearment section. [shrugs]
My elders no longer desire me to talk with anyone that i don't know with in the flesh.They are withdrawing me from Lea, KOPR, SP, AIM, YAHOO, MSN, ICQ and all the works. Tho, I am permitted to talk to a solemn few that I have battled my wits end for. It took some arguing, angry withholdings, and much more, but they permit me to talk to the following as long as they are not in any way trying to harm me. My father is like a hawk, and has a heart of steel, and I told him that the following people are true to their hearts and are more than a comfort for me to be around. So I pray I can keep in touch with these close friends of mine.
Roquivo and Lob
It hurts because I argued to have many other friends, hell, I argued for you all, but he doesn't listen to my reasoning, so I fought for what my heart wanted the most. Yall prolly' don' know lob......but he was the first peep I really made sense with.
Trust me, it makes me hurt inside when I sign on and see you all there, and I cannot talk to you due to some barrier that my mind ackowledges, and fears from vengance of my father,therefore I obey this, mental barrier.:(
I shall skulk among Lea, and SP, and will be on my talk channles, but understand that me disobeying comes with it's strokes; therefore if you do try to talk to me, I won't be able to reply.....my father is on me as if I'm a stowaway criminal.:mad: :tears:
So, here's a goodbye, and a hope that the two I listed will keep me in good contact with the rest of the world that I have been cut off from.:hugs:
I hope after some time your dad reconsiders. If not then it was great talking to you and getting to know you while it lasted.:(