Concerned?

Mmmm.....I am feeling a bit erm.....odd at the moment. Just....bleh! A little depressed and teary for some reason. :tears: I just feel yucky.

Aww, poor Lucy. :hugs: :( Hope you start to feel better soon. :hugs:

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Originally posted by Sombolia
snogging = kissing. british term, i guess. my apoligies.

i do like roog's idea of him giving you guitar lessons at your house.. why can't you do that? it sounds perfectly logical to me.

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See, that's what a lot of people tell me cause they're not exactly in the same shoes as me. Most of you probably could go hang with a guy and take guitar lessons but umm, my parents aren't good with school guys, even if it is strictly lessons.

im depress since ... yesterday morning till now:(
can't believe me lost a niece:(

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Originally posted by Alli
I feel really guilty lately since i know how much my parents trust in me, they think i'm only talking to one or two school friends online when actually, i'm talking to a ton of people, including guy school friends and than now i'm talking to people i don't even know. This one guy named chris i know from school is so sweet and nice and he wants to give me guitar lessons, but my mom and dad have a strict rule against hanging out with school people, mostly boys. He wants to give me guitar lessons really bad. I've told him no and that if i even ask my parents would freak out because it's a boy from school and they'd be curious how i found out about these lessons, etc. But i'm also scared because if i they said yes, which would be a miracle, i'd be afraid of what could happen. Two people who like each other just alone. And than my parents reaction. It's tearing into me cause i don't want to be alone with him, i just want to learn to play guitar and i want to say yes to his request but i don't and i dunno. My parents have been really suspicious lately about things and it makes me guilty and scared about what would happen if they figured out about my association...Well,i hope this post made any sense at all since it kinda was random in parts...

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just tell/ask your parents. the worst that could happen is they could say no. now, i don't mean to be a little devil but you could always say that he asked you at school. Your parents should get used to the idea of you hanging out with guys, they're not THAT scary(no offense) Your a teenager! they'll have to get that in their minds sooner or later.

about the chatting with people you don't know thing. Well my parents don't like that either, but since they're my parents, i've tried to hide it, but i know that they know. Just try to be responsible and learn your net-iquette :p

hope i could be of help :D

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Originally posted by Lucy Lioness
Mmmm.....I am feeling a bit erm.....odd at the moment. Just....bleh! A little depressed and teary for some reason. :tears: I just feel yucky.

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Sounds like you need the "ahhhh" from 7-11....Thunder! Lightning!...*claps twice*....You need the drink of the most hated baseball player to ever live, Coca Cola...Starry Eyed Suprize...:D


Sorry to hear about your Niece, Zack.


Alli....rules are meant to be broken...*Warning! Bad Advice*.....:D

Darn! It's half past midnight and I have no cola! :gasp:

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Originally posted by Lucy Lioness
Darn! It's half past midnight and I have no cola! :gasp:

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OhMyGoodness!!!......Your Boyfriend must pay!!.....Go over there and let him have it!!!.....:rawr:...I mean...:grrr:....yes....:grrr:.....:D

Alli, if you want to learn guitar so bad, and if your parents are willing, just go take lessons at a professional place.

Or, you could ask a female friend for help if you don't want to be around guys.

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Originally posted by Alli
See, that's what a lot of people tell me cause they're not exactly in the same shoes as me. Most of you probably could go hang with a guy and take guitar lessons but umm, my parents aren't good with school guys, even if it is strictly lessons.

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And um.. they're not okay even if they're sitting right next to you Oo Well, yes, I guess I don't understand =p

@Lucy: Hope you feel better soon ^^ and the cola! we're out of pepsi, all we have is dr. pepper :( my whole schedule is ruined! what am i going to do at one a.m., when I begin my daily fic reading with nothing to drink? horror! :woeisme:

:p

Struggling.

I don't know what it is really, but it's something up here in The Genie's head. :noogie: :confused:
And it really hurts me when I'm around some people. I feel, a slight depression when I'm spoken too, but then again, I think Satan has been attacking me lately. I've made a huge step into the Service of the Lord, playing for the youth worship, and a missionary. However, I am reading the Bible and fighting with it, but why is it still there?:disagree:

It's really making me tired, and now I'm oversleeping, and missing my morning worship with God. :(

Ugh...Now i just got invited to a party at this kid, chris's house. The kid that wants to give me lessons...I'm so torn...

go! unless you don't like him, in which case ....stay away! :gasp: :p :D

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Originally posted by lion_roog
Sounds like you need the "ahhhh" from 7-11....Thunder! Lightning!...*claps twice*....You need the drink of the most hated baseball player to ever live, Coca Cola...Starry Eyed Suprize...:D

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:lol: That's hilarious! .... :D


Feel better soon, Lucy. = )

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Originally posted by Daniel
*notes date down in diary* :D

i wish i could help alli, but i dont know what to say.

all i can do is offer to listen, if i cant do much else.

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I don't about alot of other people here, but that's all I ask for, someone who cares to listen to me:D You don't have to be Oprah or Dr. Phil and resolve my problems, just listen ;)

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Originally posted by Lucy Lioness
Mmmm.....I am feeling a bit erm.....odd at the moment. Just....bleh! A little depressed and teary for some reason. :tears: I just feel yucky.

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NO! I SHALL NOT LET LUCY FEEL DOWN! :D

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Originally posted by Lunarcat
go! unless you don't like him, in which case ....stay away! :gasp: :p :D

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I LOVE this guy, but like i said. Most of you probably could just go, but your not in the same shoes as me.

you have a point there........so pretty much the decision is up to you.........think about it :D :cheese:

Well, i'm definatly glad i didn't go. Turned out there was all guys there, all guys that like, never talk to me. And i was talkin to chris, the kid that invited me and i was all, "Well, none of those guys aren't really people who have ever talked to me, or made a point to." And he waited a few seconds and than typed, "I would have talked to you." *melts* But anyways, i'll quit talking till i have another real problem since this is mostly about my love life now x.x

I don't know what's up with me....lately things have been getting harder and have been wearing me out. I can't sleep and I have been lacking energy. I am running out of strength in my body, soul, and my heart. Usually when life got hard I could just pull strength out of the air and continue on as if nothing was wrong...but now it seems that everything has worn me down and it's hard to find that needed strength.

I mean, usually I am calm and I don't get angry at things...but a few nights ago, I was coming off the Interstate and this dude behind me got impatient with me at the light and started honking his horn all crazy at me....usually I wouldn't have even reacted...but for some reason I just wanted to turn off my car and get out and pull him out of his truck to beat his ***...But I was too afraid of what I might have done to him and I didn't feel like fighting some dude only to have him find me and blow my head of like what happened to my friend.

People tell me that they're amazed at me for coming out like I have after seeing what I have seen and experiencing what I have experienced...and I have my Mom to thank for that, because she was always trying to give me a good life through it all. But Damn, sometimes it all just gets too heavy, you know? Sometimes I just can't forget about it...and I dream about it. Sometimes I just feel like taking my fist and putting it through the wall and saying f*** you to this house, to this neighborhood.

Wow Jeff, I can relate. =/ But I know how you feel, and I know you are a strong person, and you will make it through it all. You will be able to move someday, and I think you will be happy.

You are a fantastic friend, and you know I, and many others will always be here for you! :hugs:

Thanks, Audra....You are a great friend too...:hugs:

Haha....yeah, I think I need to get out of this place...people just come here to die. I have a few more weeks of school left before my two week break...I think I will take that two weeks and just go AWOL...just go someplace.

What does AWOL mean?

But yeah that sounds like a good idea. :cheese:

I wish you the best Jeff, hope things get better for you, I also can relate =/

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Originally posted by Alli
I LOVE this guy

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..er. I'm hoping that's an exageration.

Anyways.

That sounds like a good idea, Roog.. just get away from it. Hope you feel better soon. :hugs:

Ngah. Just been feeling down, for stupid reasons. Lately it's just been slow and boring and I feel like I'm wasting my life away here, everyday i do absolutely nothing and I regret it, then I promise myself "Tomorrow, I'm gonna get out and do something," but I never do. I guess it's my fault, but I've just been lazy and mopy and depressed lately.. I just wish I could out of the house for a long while, I guess. =P

Sombolia, I know EXACTLY how you feel! Ugh.. I go to bed, thinking of all of the things I could'should have done today, and say "I'll do it tomorrow and I'll feel better", and I comfort myself with that thought. But when tomorrow comes, it never happens <<

Jeff, Maybe you need to get out the thoughts? maybe right them down, and you can be artistic about it too. I know you're an awesome poet.

I'm sure you'll pull through :hugs:

Sombolia; Get out and Play! Verb, it's what you do. :D :cheese: :hugs:

Thanks for the kind words, all...:hugs:...I am feeling a little better today....:cheese:

:haha:...AWOL....I forget whta it means, exactly...but it's like you dissapear and know one really knows where you are.

LunarGato, I did write a poem about it...I think it's in that one thread I have.."My Poems"....and it's entitled "That's Life"....of coarse I excluded certian things that I think are too private to publicly display...because they just don't need to be made known to the public, ya know...:D

Glad to hear ya are feeling better Jeff. AWOL means absent without leave.:D

Thank you...:cheese:

Ja!...What she said...AWOL....:D ....She's probably done it a few times...:Psst:....:D

Hope you feel better Roog :hugs: and keep up the writing, it helps with me. And just a suggestion, you could take a long walk while listening to music. Music is one of the best forms of therapy I think.

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Originally posted by moonibear
Hope you feel better Roog :hugs: and keep up the writing, it helps with me. And just a suggestion, you could take a long walk while listening to music. Music is one of the best forms of therapy I think.

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Thank you..:cheese:...I like music...I just don't have a walkman..:D

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Originally posted by moonibear
Music is one of the best forms of therapy I think.

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yes! absolutely right mooni :wow:

ah, well, i guess things keep us down sometimes but we overcome them in the end. ;)

I second that one. Music is the only drug I'll go for ;)

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Originally posted by Ravoc
Sombolia, I know EXACTLY how you feel! Ugh.. I go to bed, thinking of all of the things I could'should have done today, and say "I'll do it tomorrow and I'll feel better", and I comfort myself with that thought. But when tomorrow comes, it never happens <<

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Exactly. >>;

@LC: Well I do, but.. still. I'm just stuck here in my nothingness. >_< lol..

i don't know why, but i'm just not feeling my best at the moment. just.. I don't know, unexplained sadness. Subconscious level, something must be bugging me, I could think of several things that oculd make me sad, but it doesn't seem to match up. I don't know how to explain it.. just going through a down time right now..

i get like that sometimes. Just like sudden bouts of depression.....not fun.......but i generally just get through it without any problems. I just try and stay away from others......

ERG...My dad did it again. He ran away from his stupid problems while at the same time running away from his family. He came back today, but still...I woke up to my parents screaming at each other...

Hmm, Ravoc, someone on Lilymud taught me that if you're depressed or drained of energy, emotionally, that it's always good to get it off your chest...I don't know if you have done it...but talk to someone you may trust and all about stuff and all....:cheese:

Alli, that sucks your Dad did that again, maybe he should see a professional? And the screaming thing, I know about that, it can get hard...stay Strong....:hugs:

Wow Ravvy, you and me both!
But recently, I've discovered what it is...kinda.
:confused: My dad thinks he should send me to Military Camp because it's bestess....

My friends only hang around me when it fits them bestess....and my family life seems to be going mad!
The Genie here is wonderin'...what the hooby stank is goin' on up der', dats affecting me down here...or was it something I did?

A little more of this :confused: :confused: