Concerned?

Sorry to hear that KS, losing family members is always really hard :hugs: :(

Oh I'm terribly sorry to hear that :(

I lost my brother 1 year ago when he was at a sailing trip, he fell into the water and...

No one saw him again

:( Thanks guys. :hugs:

My parents went to sort out the funeral arrangements today with the rest of the family. His funeral is a week next Tuesday so I'll be taking a day off school to go and pay my last respects to him.

According to the nurses and doctors at the hospital, he died of septicemia (which is in other words blood poisoning) and pneumonia. In fact, he had been ill for some time in the nursing home before. He was rushed to hospital on emergency call on Sunday. The last I saw of him alive was on Tuesday and to be honest, he actually seemed quite talkative on that day. We all thought he was picking up but of course, we were wrong.

But seriously, thanks guys. *snugs and nuzzles* :hugs:

:tears:, I never really go on this thread, even when somthing has been posted so sorry if this is late :(.

Im So sorry to hear this KS, *Gives a big hug* :hugs:
It is hard Loosing family relations, Anything you want to talk about, even if its just chat to help you feel better, im on MSN most days of the week for you :hugs:


Im sorry to hear about your grandad aswell Lucy, i hope things get better for him and that he makes a good recovery :hugs: If you want to chat to me on msn about anything, I am here for you :hugs:

Sorry to hear about your Grandad, KS. My Grandad is ok, luckily it was just a chest infection. And yeah, it is scary how quick it happens sometimes, my Nan deteriorated incredibly fast from when she was told there was nothing the doctors could do for her. She went to a hospice in the afternoon, and she was dead by 11pm that night.

Anyway, looks like I might be going to a funeral as well soon, my boyfriend's great grandmother died the other day.

And yeah, I only have one grandparent left as well, and my Grandad isn't too well, like I have said.

I heard this news at the camp, that my one of my fav auntie died at mecca after her completed her Hajj duty. This is quite sad news for me but I'm smilling because I might see her in heaven after she done her duty as a muslim women.

Man...sorry to hear about your losses, KS and Fendi.

Least she gone to meet her husband though. =)

I don't believe it...

Just yesterday I saw one of my mom's closest friends, who had just come back from making Hajj, and she looked so happy and healthly, just the she did before she left. To think that she made it back home, while someone else didn't is so...ironic. I'm so sorry to hear that Fendi. But you're right, she died doing a righteous thing, therefore she'll prosper :D

Awwww King Simba & Fendi,i'm so sorry :tears:.Poor you :hugs::hugs

Has anyone seen BlueStef around recently? Her last post was on Dec 2nd last year, so almost two months since she posted. I'm just wondering if anybody knows what's happened to her since she's usually around frequently. Hope she's ok.

Well..BS's last upload on TLKFAA was the 28th of this month...maybe she's busy with school and all?

Oh I forgot to check TLKFAA, thanks Roog, and I'd say you're probably. She could have gone away around christmas time as well maybe, but I don't remember her saying anything about it.

I just wanna give some extra big hugs to Kintaru :hugs: :hugs: I can't imagine how awful things must be for you at the moment, and I know there's not much I can do, but just know that I am here for ya, and I always will be. *hugs tight* love you

I feel like crap. :tears:

Like, not the crapy food you eat, like doggeh crap.

It's like this. I don't have an outside life, other than Kove.
I don't go out and hang with 'friends' or 'neighbours' or whatever. I'm homeschooled, and basicly live in the home 24/7. Well being at home allows me to have plently of time to be me. Recently, or maybe like, 5 months ago, I started to really involve myself in WW2. Then it got bigger, because i could teach myself, at my own pace, in my own home, you know, like a hobby. I became a wee bit more interested with the Germans. Then, I became interested in the Russians. Either way , I played the video games, did reports, collected items, and even now it's one of my most craziest passions. I'm a freak, yeah i know.

Well, being in the home, I got to do these things and be me. I even had a Soviet hat that I still wear, until today.

I went ahead and started learning the languages; Russian and German. Also, they're both my backgrounds so it was very intriuging to me.
In his anger my brother lashed out and in front of many called me a Nazi. :disagree:

Now, they talk. About me, and my 'issues' . When I'm with them, they engage me in a conversation about WW2, but when I'm gone I can hear them, discussing my 'problems' and the like. For a while I just ignored em'. I knew I wasn't a Nazi. Then I really felt strange. Even if I knew that, they didn't think the same. Today my brother in law, the one who a while ago called me a Nazi, and my dad were talking about me and how "I'll show her what it means. She doesn't know."

My home is my life. And now they push away from me something I've devoted a hoard of time to, and still do. My mom too ridicules me.
I donno why I post here, maybe yalls'll ridicule me too, and then I'll really know I got problemos. I just ask for prayers, that I'll find peace and quiet, in my own home. and for the Love of God they'll understand me some time soon.

Next stop ; mental home. :cheese: Then again, I always got my bedroom. so I can act like I'm happy, and I've dropped my fettish and then when I'm in my room, go back to reading and living....just like my life used to be...hidden and shut down. Ahh well...... ((zips into lamp and sits with ps2 controller))

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awws... *Hugs Tory tighty and pulls her away from her family* Stupid .. Antagonists..

What I don't see is how you're parents can treat you like that. You would think if you're brother said something like that ESPECIALLY if your family is christianized (Christians or something) Wouldn't they find the word "nazi" not something to joke about and actually put the kid on some kind of punishment.. Geez.. My parents HATE the word Nazi, and if anyone uses it near them they give this hatred glare and its like "OMG you got the glare!" And stuff like that..

Heres what you say to you're brother if he calls you a -Nazi- Once more. "Twerp" Or something :lol: ^^. What I find to work the most is to just ignore them and show no emotions towards them (Especially anger) if they try to put you down or call you a name. Because over time they will realize that them calling you or doign that certain thing to you is doing nothing to you and they will get bored of it. And eventually stop and B-I-N-G-O Problem solved ^^ IT works a lot for me IRL in my public school since all kids can think about is ways to put me down >> << ><...

But heres to your happy future hopefully Utora *Throws everyone a round of the beers and what not* But yes.. I hope your brother and your family stop doign this.. Obscene stuff to you, and though (not to sound mean I face it to) Here most girls are always away from home (either doing drugs or some stupid stuff..) And most guys do to. But not me so I find us very much the same (no wonder we are together :love: ) And I am mostly on the computer 24/7 because thats all I can do ;____; Parents don't trust me to leave the house since all this stuff has been happening lately here but this isn't about me, its more about you, I think maybe you could probably go outside around your neighborhood and possibly look for kids your own age and just.. Stand and hang out or something and meet people xD Just a suggestion but Yeah ^^

I hope your life starts to turn around for you Utora, when and if at all possible that I do get down to see you, You won't ever feel a bit of loneliness, and your brother will get the taste knocked out of his mouth if I hear the word nazi or any word thrown at you thats offensive.. :P

Love you Utora :hugs:

~KTL~

What happened to Kintaru, Azzy? O_o ????

Utora, KTL: :hugs: !

I'm a bit concerned about LunarCat. Last DA journal entry would depict some stress that she's going through. I'm hoping it isn't nothing serious, but I will get in touch with her... will give a phone call if needed....

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I hope everything ok Lunar, hugs to you :hugs: :hugs:

Last time I saw Lunar online was last night I think. :thinks: Still though, I hope she's ok. I haven't really heard from her for a while as it is. :hugs: So yeah, hugs to her. She's a good friend.